i'm standing in your line / i do hope you have the time
i feel like i've been tricked, by the oldest trick in The Book. the kind where someone makes you look at the palm of your hand and then slap you in the face and nearly break your nose. i never meant to say yes; i never had any intention of falling for such a stupid trick ever again of admitting my feelings to someone who only wanted to know just for the sake of it. it must have made your ego feel pretty good, didn't it?
"i just don't want to make it awkward for you, it's the last thing i would ever want. i need nothing more than to be your friend, and i'll be perfectly happy." but then again, mentioning it would probably even make it worse, sticking out like a sore thumb.
and defeated on all corners, i want nothing more than to rise for the last time and say, "i wish i were female, i really do." but then again that probably has nothing to do with love anyway, does it.
pushing the boundaries isn't fair. it isn't fair to anyone. and i shouldn't feel ashamed for what i can't change but i do, i do.
and if it means going out and staying away,
then count me out any other day.
today, today.
"i just don't want to make it awkward for you, it's the last thing i would ever want. i need nothing more than to be your friend, and i'll be perfectly happy." but then again, mentioning it would probably even make it worse, sticking out like a sore thumb.
and defeated on all corners, i want nothing more than to rise for the last time and say, "i wish i were female, i really do." but then again that probably has nothing to do with love anyway, does it.
pushing the boundaries isn't fair. it isn't fair to anyone. and i shouldn't feel ashamed for what i can't change but i do, i do.
and if it means going out and staying away,
then count me out any other day.
today, today.