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didn't know our love was, so small,
couldn't stand at all..
i have adored this song for so long, but only now do i really find myself really beginning to fully understand it's meaning. i used to be so, so afraid of the concept of "if you love someone enough, sometimes the best thing you can do is let them go." i thought it was a copout, where you have no place left to turn but to just throw your hands up into the air and forget things happened and 'move on'. but after what has happened, i'm beginning to realize that i think all love is meant to be that way. it is something that is made to be built up and built up unitl it swells like a fat red balloon -- until it finally bursts in sheer emotion, and in that you have to decide whether to hang onto it, or let it go. in the past, i have dwelled, and dwelled over people, until there was nothing left that i hadn't covered. but now when i look back on every relationship i have had with a person, i feel nothing but glad that i let it go. i have never felt so angry in my life, but at the same time so happy.
couldn't stand at all..
i have adored this song for so long, but only now do i really find myself really beginning to fully understand it's meaning. i used to be so, so afraid of the concept of "if you love someone enough, sometimes the best thing you can do is let them go." i thought it was a copout, where you have no place left to turn but to just throw your hands up into the air and forget things happened and 'move on'. but after what has happened, i'm beginning to realize that i think all love is meant to be that way. it is something that is made to be built up and built up unitl it swells like a fat red balloon -- until it finally bursts in sheer emotion, and in that you have to decide whether to hang onto it, or let it go. in the past, i have dwelled, and dwelled over people, until there was nothing left that i hadn't covered. but now when i look back on every relationship i have had with a person, i feel nothing but glad that i let it go. i have never felt so angry in my life, but at the same time so happy.