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well now i am not soo sure if i am coming home today which i really wanted to do REALLY bad kinda like i wanna come home but then again i just want to run away someplace all alone and never come back and never have to deal with anyones b/s its really hard sometimes! i mean do you ever feel like youre going to burst if you stay where you are just one more second i just want to be alone for like a month or maybe at camp which is weird at least there i dont deal with to much its just soo pretty there! but i do think id rather be alone even just for a week no phone no nothing now some ppl i wouldnt mind talking to but geeze my phone hasnt stopped ringing and its killing me like maybe there are 3 ppl i actually want to hear from but other than that NO! but its really not working! i just dont know lots of mixed feelings lately about every thing i mean i dont even know what i want anymore its weird a lot of things are being forced on to me at the moment and its just kinda like overload but that my rant for now
but on a happier note today i got to go on my first motorcycle ride and it was flippin AWESOME it was like you were free it was like a blissful time where there were no worries like i dont even know the wind hitting your face and the sun on your back and its just like youre running away from whats bothering you but just soo much FASTER kinda wierd but nice lol well that was my analogy for the day!
but on a happier note today i got to go on my first motorcycle ride and it was flippin AWESOME it was like you were free it was like a blissful time where there were no worries like i dont even know the wind hitting your face and the sun on your back and its just like youre running away from whats bothering you but just soo much FASTER kinda wierd but nice lol well that was my analogy for the day!