Ugh.
I woke up this morning to a call from Pandy, which instantly helped set a good mood. I felt tired, so just sat around and watched some Swat Cats before I had to get dressed for work. It took only a few minutes before I felt drained all over again. No wonder, the clocks were pushed forward an hour, meaning I got an hour less sleep than I wanted. Ugh.
The second I got to work I wanted to turn around and go home. I dealt with the only manager who ever gives me shit, and worked with somebody who was annoying the shit out of me. At least I have an interview at Walmart tomorrow...I would much rather work there than at McDonald's. Hopefully I get the job and can get 25+ hours a week.
I got home and I was just exhausted. I fell asleep on the couch once or twice for just a few minutes, but I didn't have the motivation to move. I watched Ginger Snaps 2 then got into a small argument with mom, who talked over me to change the subject and completely brush me off.
I just don't feel very good today. I haven't felt this alone in a long time. And I'm just waiting to screw up. I feel like a 'phase' everybody's gone through. Old friends have abandoned me to some degree, and I can't fight the horrible thought that sooner or later all of my current friends and people I really care about will get over me sooner or later.
On the brighter side of things, I'm going down into Pittsburgh Friday and probably staying til Saturday sometime. Seeing my buddies down there will surely improve my mood. Tomorrow I have an eye exam and MIGHT be getting new glasses. :] FWA is in less than 2 weeks, too! So just...keep being enthusiastic, right?
Also, wanna hang out with Kyra soon. She's loads of fun.
See you guys later!
The second I got to work I wanted to turn around and go home. I dealt with the only manager who ever gives me shit, and worked with somebody who was annoying the shit out of me. At least I have an interview at Walmart tomorrow...I would much rather work there than at McDonald's. Hopefully I get the job and can get 25+ hours a week.
I got home and I was just exhausted. I fell asleep on the couch once or twice for just a few minutes, but I didn't have the motivation to move. I watched Ginger Snaps 2 then got into a small argument with mom, who talked over me to change the subject and completely brush me off.
I just don't feel very good today. I haven't felt this alone in a long time. And I'm just waiting to screw up. I feel like a 'phase' everybody's gone through. Old friends have abandoned me to some degree, and I can't fight the horrible thought that sooner or later all of my current friends and people I really care about will get over me sooner or later.
On the brighter side of things, I'm going down into Pittsburgh Friday and probably staying til Saturday sometime. Seeing my buddies down there will surely improve my mood. Tomorrow I have an eye exam and MIGHT be getting new glasses. :] FWA is in less than 2 weeks, too! So just...keep being enthusiastic, right?
Also, wanna hang out with Kyra soon. She's loads of fun.
See you guys later!