when summer was my only friend...
One of those times when I just stop and think to myself, "what the fuck?"
Insomnia is back. I can't decide which sleeping disorder I hate more; falling asleep by 9 pm even when I'm trying to hang out with my friends, or being unable to fall asleep before 3 am without sleeping pills even when I have to get up at 7 for work.
I'm tired. Fucking tired.
Autumn is coming. Where the fuck did this year go?
Went to my 18-year-old cousin's baby shower today. The whole thing just felt so fucked up. She's really fucking lucky she has rich parents to take care of her and the baby. At the shower, I had a couple of beers and thought about how drunk I was the night before and how I just might have some protected sex later this week. I guess I'm just really fucking glad I'm not in that situation.
In other news, I'm really retarded when it comes to boys. I really do hope I get over that one day.
I just watched Revolutionary Road with my mother. I thought it was beautiful. She thought it was weird.
Now if only I could just go to sleep...
Insomnia is back. I can't decide which sleeping disorder I hate more; falling asleep by 9 pm even when I'm trying to hang out with my friends, or being unable to fall asleep before 3 am without sleeping pills even when I have to get up at 7 for work.
I'm tired. Fucking tired.
Autumn is coming. Where the fuck did this year go?
Went to my 18-year-old cousin's baby shower today. The whole thing just felt so fucked up. She's really fucking lucky she has rich parents to take care of her and the baby. At the shower, I had a couple of beers and thought about how drunk I was the night before and how I just might have some protected sex later this week. I guess I'm just really fucking glad I'm not in that situation.
In other news, I'm really retarded when it comes to boys. I really do hope I get over that one day.
I just watched Revolutionary Road with my mother. I thought it was beautiful. She thought it was weird.
Now if only I could just go to sleep...