happy thanksgiving
its thanksgiving. my family and i played some texas hold 'em. it was fun but i felt like shit all day. hopefully it'll get better. so ive been studying waaaayyy too much lately and not getting any results from them. it sucks too b/c my gpa isnt where it should be. i saw a pa for an appointment and he was actually much more thorough than stupid dr. jennings. the only thing that theyre good for is immunizations and physicals, and sometimes not even that.
so ive realized that i read all that chick lit for a reason. as pathetic as it may sound, it replaces an actual relationship that i might have, if i had the time to have one. i feel like such a loser to have to live vicariously through fictional characters. but i have no time to do anything other than study. although i think that may be just a convenient excuse. rather than actually try to find someone, i may be lying to myself when i say that i have no time. maybe im just a leper and always will be. i get so nervous around guys that sometimes i think that they think that im a little retarded and wonder how i got through life so far.
the bruins are doing horrendous this year. its so awful because we play for 40 minutes and then forget to show up the rest of the game. we seem very inconsistent. oh, i saw an interview with joe thornton and he was talking about how his play directly affects the team's play. although it is true, he could have said it in a less arrogant way. i hate how most athletes are arrogant. cant they just be thankful that they get to do something they love for a job and get paid outrageous amounts of money for it??? they have to be arrogant on top of it.
so ive realized that i read all that chick lit for a reason. as pathetic as it may sound, it replaces an actual relationship that i might have, if i had the time to have one. i feel like such a loser to have to live vicariously through fictional characters. but i have no time to do anything other than study. although i think that may be just a convenient excuse. rather than actually try to find someone, i may be lying to myself when i say that i have no time. maybe im just a leper and always will be. i get so nervous around guys that sometimes i think that they think that im a little retarded and wonder how i got through life so far.
the bruins are doing horrendous this year. its so awful because we play for 40 minutes and then forget to show up the rest of the game. we seem very inconsistent. oh, i saw an interview with joe thornton and he was talking about how his play directly affects the team's play. although it is true, he could have said it in a less arrogant way. i hate how most athletes are arrogant. cant they just be thankful that they get to do something they love for a job and get paid outrageous amounts of money for it??? they have to be arrogant on top of it.