fireworks anyone?
so i went trick-or-treating with lauryn and her little brother and sister and da and well ryan..but i had so much fun seeing lauryn! omg i miss her..i miss my old life..i miss my fucking friends..hanging out with her must happen more often! i love u LAURYN!!!
this comment i just got..random and weird but good...if that makes any sense lol it was kool.
i was reading my friends myspace and she like got into meth and then shooting it up..which i did a couple times and i like wanted to cry for her.. man i hate that shit so much..i used to love it my god did i love it..i never wanna c anyone end up where i did or worse! sobriety is def. the best thing that ever happened tome. i mean shit im still the same old me im just not a bitch cuz im not fiending or coming down..i hope i never have to see sumone else i care about go down with that shit..ive seen like 2 of my BEST friends go down and i miss those 2 so much! i dont think they realize how much they meant to me..and how much it hurt when we stopped talking..
but today rocked..i went to my meeting after eating with ryan. my bf went home early cuz hes sick and a pansy(i love him anyways lol) and i went with sammi, coy, geoff and steve-o and we went cart launching at walmart and then lit off fireworks in gilbert..i mean like artilery shells and shit and then went and jumped this pimp railroad track..we got sum air! haha it rocked and now im home..and broed might i add...and no ones online!
im wearing abercrombie and fitch... im slightly scared for myself... damn bf and buying em this stuff..tho ill admit i kinda like the shirt haha ok well im done writing cuz i could write all night. i love u all and hope everyones doing good! night night!
<3
this comment i just got..random and weird but good...if that makes any sense lol it was kool.
i was reading my friends myspace and she like got into meth and then shooting it up..which i did a couple times and i like wanted to cry for her.. man i hate that shit so much..i used to love it my god did i love it..i never wanna c anyone end up where i did or worse! sobriety is def. the best thing that ever happened tome. i mean shit im still the same old me im just not a bitch cuz im not fiending or coming down..i hope i never have to see sumone else i care about go down with that shit..ive seen like 2 of my BEST friends go down and i miss those 2 so much! i dont think they realize how much they meant to me..and how much it hurt when we stopped talking..
but today rocked..i went to my meeting after eating with ryan. my bf went home early cuz hes sick and a pansy(i love him anyways lol) and i went with sammi, coy, geoff and steve-o and we went cart launching at walmart and then lit off fireworks in gilbert..i mean like artilery shells and shit and then went and jumped this pimp railroad track..we got sum air! haha it rocked and now im home..and broed might i add...and no ones online!
im wearing abercrombie and fitch... im slightly scared for myself... damn bf and buying em this stuff..tho ill admit i kinda like the shirt haha ok well im done writing cuz i could write all night. i love u all and hope everyones doing good! night night!
<3