cofuzzled to the bone.
well. i think things may be gettin a little better. prolly not tho, knowing my luck. o well i guess. i just gotta keep my head up. im free now damnit! omg freedom feels so fucking good. real food, real matress, i dont wake up around ignorance and police every morning of my life. its nothing short of a beautiful thing.
well today i should be jammin with uncle lou lou for a while then i hope i can get out to my cousins. havent seen man aunt or uncle in forever.
i cant believe im writing so much better. i guess all that balled up creativity wasnt such a bad thing. heres a song i wrote inside. tell me what you guys think.
For You (Inside Out) - By lil ol me
*verse1*
as the darkness falls
i lay here awake
my soul is weak
and im looking for strength
looking for truth and balance
as i fall through the ranks
silence falls, the only sounds
is my heart as it pounds
*prechours*
so i tear myself wide open
and i spill my insides out
a vision that wont be broken
as im drained of all the doubt
*chorus*
for you
ive crawled out of the darkness
till you
id never seen the light
your the sound among a silence
and the calm within a fight
i tear myself wide open
for you, im inside out
*verse 2*
and i ask myself
can this be real
is this a dream
cuz i can explain the way i feel
fighting because ive built this
couldnt stand to watch it all fall down
should i open up? a choice to make
to let you in is a chance ill take
*prechours*
so i tear myself wide open
and i spill my insides out
a vision that wont be broken
as im drained of all the doubt
*chorus*
for you
ive crawled out of the darkness
till you
id never seen the light
your the sound among a silence
and the calm within a fight
i tear myself wide open
for you, im inside out
*verse 3*
now that im awake
and my senses alive
i know this is real
and id bleed for you
trying to put this into words
but if i cant, my heart will show you
chace our dreams as we melt into one
lets do something thats never been done
*prechours*
so i tear myself wide open
and i spill my insides out
a vision that wont be broken
as im drained of all the doubt
*chorus*
for you
ive crawled out of the darkness
till you
id never seen the light
your the sound among a silence
and the calm within a fight
i tear myself wide open
for you, im inside out
well today i should be jammin with uncle lou lou for a while then i hope i can get out to my cousins. havent seen man aunt or uncle in forever.
i cant believe im writing so much better. i guess all that balled up creativity wasnt such a bad thing. heres a song i wrote inside. tell me what you guys think.
For You (Inside Out) - By lil ol me
*verse1*
as the darkness falls
i lay here awake
my soul is weak
and im looking for strength
looking for truth and balance
as i fall through the ranks
silence falls, the only sounds
is my heart as it pounds
*prechours*
so i tear myself wide open
and i spill my insides out
a vision that wont be broken
as im drained of all the doubt
*chorus*
for you
ive crawled out of the darkness
till you
id never seen the light
your the sound among a silence
and the calm within a fight
i tear myself wide open
for you, im inside out
*verse 2*
and i ask myself
can this be real
is this a dream
cuz i can explain the way i feel
fighting because ive built this
couldnt stand to watch it all fall down
should i open up? a choice to make
to let you in is a chance ill take
*prechours*
so i tear myself wide open
and i spill my insides out
a vision that wont be broken
as im drained of all the doubt
*chorus*
for you
ive crawled out of the darkness
till you
id never seen the light
your the sound among a silence
and the calm within a fight
i tear myself wide open
for you, im inside out
*verse 3*
now that im awake
and my senses alive
i know this is real
and id bleed for you
trying to put this into words
but if i cant, my heart will show you
chace our dreams as we melt into one
lets do something thats never been done
*prechours*
so i tear myself wide open
and i spill my insides out
a vision that wont be broken
as im drained of all the doubt
*chorus*
for you
ive crawled out of the darkness
till you
id never seen the light
your the sound among a silence
and the calm within a fight
i tear myself wide open
for you, im inside out