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hey guys. this entry will be really weird for me, well not really the entry, but how im feeling. its a sick feeling..really a blah feeling. because im happy but then im not, and i want to believe im happy, but i cant. it sucks. and i hate wondering about things that i cant find the answer to. or i also hate seeing things that wont ever happen that i really want to happe. its really a sucky feeling. and i feel...i dont know, auhh its weird. comment.