Jul 27, 2006 12:06
Jealousy is NOT an issue in this "situation" as you may call it. I do not care about your relationship with my ex... because it's not worth caring about. When I say I don't care.. I mean completely. I don't care if you're happy.. I don't care if you're sad. I really don't care if it works out or not. Frankly I don't care about other people's lives because it doesn't concern me. Also, don't ever count on meeting me because I don't really care to. Shane doesn't get involved in my relationships so I choose to stay away from his. When we hang out I choose to not hear about anything besides what is going on with HIM specifically outside of his relationship with you.. because frankly I am not curious at all.
If you think I am being childish.. Shane acts the same way with my relationships. He doesn't choose to meet anyone I date.. so why should I? You can think I'm some big bad bitch.. and read everything about me on myspace, which seems like an insecurity to me... don't worry.. I won't steal your man from you. Frankly.. he's not the same as he used to be. He drinks way too much and doesn't care about his appearance anymore. Plus, he doesn't take care of my poor kitty who is like skin and bones now. Bullshit. He is too busy spending his money on other things.. which is why I'm a bit ticked off. The cat is his responsibility so maybe he should take her to get her shots and spayed like he promised.
I hope you appreciate the way Shane is.. because I helped him to take on the new "and improved" traits. It took a lot of work for BOTH of us.. so don't take it for granted.. ever.
I do love Shane.. as a best friend. I DO want him to be happy.. but that doesn't mean I have to be around whoever he's involved with. Our relationship can stay segregated or else.. maybe it will just fall apart. Truthfully.. life goes on... so yup.
I'm done with these messages to you... so please don't even bother trying to retaliate. I don't want to even bother wasting both your and my time... so.. have a great life with Shane... and I will as well.. but separately.