my boring night
so im at home, by myself, and im bored. me and jenna hung out today, and that was cool, but i didnt buy any used cds like i wanted to because im a cheap bastard like that. i did find the guitar i want to buy though. anyway, im sitting here reflecting on how pathetic i am and how lonely right about now. i just found out one of my best friends was dating a guy for a couple weeks now and didnt tell me until just now because he broke up with her. that sucks. seems like all my friends have been getting boyfriends lately. except for me, im the lonely outcast as usual. i must be undateable, but ive come to terms with that. all i want is my guitar now and ill have companionship for life. i think when i get my guitar ill name it dirnt, in effogy (i dont know if thats spelled right jen,lol) of the hottest fucking bass player to ever walk the planet. ha. less than 82 days till i get to see dirnt again, and last time was awesome, so im pretty excited, even if we dont get to be on the floor. um, i sound crazy but i miss school and i dont hate marching band. one of the instructor guys is kind of cute. um, my birthday is in a couple weeks and im really excited, and if youre cool youll come to my party. ok, im done.