wow its been a while
so yeah, i havent updated in god knows how long, well Dec. 20th to be exact, but who's really counting. its been quite trip these past 2 months. the holidays came and passed, friends came and went. my appeal was denied from MSU so im now taking classes at good ol' BCC and living at home. i guess there really isnt too much to speak of, but i hope to get back into the whole LJ thing. i guess i just feel out of touch with everyone and it makes me sad sometimes. i dunno, maybe im just being neurotic (i cant spell it) who knows. i just feel soo disjointed and disconnected ever since i moved home. i miss everyone a lot and it keeps makin me think, can i really last a whole year without my "family"? i shouldnt even be using quotes there since everyone there basically is my family. i guess its just really hard here at home dealing with everyone and everything. my mom, my dad, my annoying sister....it all just builds and builds and then everyone explodes sometimes. it sucks a lot. heh, i didnt think this was going to be that long of an entry. i guess i had more on my mind than i thought. anyway, im gunna head to bed and try and get some sleep. full day of classes tomorrow. post a comment if you are so inclined.