long time no write
Hey Everyone just updating havent done that in a long time alot has been going on anyways well i finally got my car but im having issues with it and me and joe have been going out almost 4 months and i guess someone is having second thoughts and I love him so much i would do anything to keep him... and i blame it on my self because i happen to mess everything up like i have always done.. This hurts more then when me and ali dated and that was bad... if i could go back in time i would change so many things.. and it seems evertime i figure everything out i run out of time.. honestly if we do break up im not dating for along time cause i just got my heart healed and if it gets broken i can't take that.. iv put up with so many things for so long that. i cant take it, i didnt even do anything for him to think the way he is thinking.. you know im actually really happy but it seems everytime i turn around.. there is something gonna go wrong.. i swear i feel cursed.. and i'm sorry for all people iv taken things out on and im sorry for making the choices as i did.. i know i fucked this up and i guess if i can't fix it then it's not meant to be.. I love joe with all my heart and all i can do is wait and prey for a good out come... alright im gonna go cause this is really starting to make me upset..
peace out ... Nina
peace out ... Nina