frustrated...

[blinkgirl61288]

Hey time to update well friday was me and Joe's one month and we went bowling but of course I can never get away from drama.. But anyways on Saturday I kinda of snuck out there in the morning and I told my self I was not gonna be gone that long but then Jon C. called over Joe's house and my mom called him and then I left and I got home and got yelled at and supposly now im grounded a month from the car.. my mom has been such a B***** me and her arnt gonna get along at this rate.. she acts like she can run my life and tell me who to date like she made the rudest comment that I have ever heard come out of her mouth but you know what.. She will lose me if she keeps acting the way she does. It seems we cant even hold a conversation with out getting into fight.. I told her you have no say when I turn 18 which is a year away anyway.. I'm not gonna live with her and i'm gonna prove she is gonna be the one thats wrong.. Oh yea i'm gonna live with her all my life what the fuck exspecailly I dont like her boyfriend so when me and my mom move out of my grandmas house im not gonna get to confortable.. I'm gonna get a car by the end of summer and my dad is comming tonight and I havent seen him since november I can tell my dad anything I tell him everything compaired to my mom he new personal things my mom didnt know as I said everytime we talk we fight so.. I can't wait to move in with Sam it's gonna rock ! I'm gonna prove everyone I'm gonna make something of myself .. And I hope me and Joe will be alright!! I made a promise I'm not gonna talk to a certain somebody for him.. Because Joe means the world to me and I don't want to lose him and I dont want ALI back EVER! and thats all I got to say Anyways I got my hair cut short and now i'm just getting used to it.. well tonight im going to my old elementrys ice cream social its a tradition every year last year I one the lord of the rings the 3rd one and a dvd vcr player But anyways I just wish things would go my way... I wanted Joe to meet my dad but im gonna ask my dad and see if I can Drive and use his car.. I'm gonna go now ...

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