What a difficult few day.
Yes these past few days were difficult. Not because of the finals or anythingI'm just afraid to looe people who mean the world to me. It's kind of a scarry thought that has crossed my mind many time these past few weeks. Also, yesterday I went to go see Doug do his senior speech. I cried through the whole thing. When it came Doug's turn (which was last) thats when I cried the most. When he got up there he was crying which brought me sobbing. It was really sad. Through some of it I just wanted to sit there and cry for days on end, but knowing me that wouldn't be possible. I guess it hit me. Doug was really not going to be there next year. He was graduating. I guess it's kind of loosing your outher half in a way. Doug has grown to be one of then few people who know what every move I make means. Not many people do. Doug knows me better than most and I think I'm probably the most lucky girl in the WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD! :) Jeeze, I have a guy who knows me and will even joke around with me about being his future wife. What a guy! heehee. Thank you. Thankyou Doug thankyou for everything.
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