Stupid song is stuck in my head!
Hmmm... Where to begin? Let's see..... Leasha and I have become alot closer which is awsome. Last year we kinda got caught up in our own little worlds. I know I forgot how much I missed her. I'm really starting to warm up to Matt (her boyfriend) I really wasn't to sure about him at first but now I'm pretty fond of him. I think I'm starting to have feelings for someone who was close to me even before my first boyfriend. There's just something there that I don't know how to explain. I don't want to get feelings involved though unless we are on the same level. I love the friendship we have and he is one of the closets people to me. But oh well. No more about that.... I think I should keep the rest between me and the other person that knows. Anyways.... I'm really starting to miss Luke. I know I would write bad things about him in this journal but even though we would get in to huge fights I still miss the hell out of him. He just turned 11! I can't believe it. He has always been the baby (and always will be) but now he's getting older. It's really weird and kinda sad to know. Every time I talk to him on the phone he seems really happy which is awesome. That's what he needs. He needs my father. My dad can provide him his needs and also his wants. Yes he still has to earn them but he's learning a leason also. I miss him so much but at the same time I am relieved and he is too. I personally think this is a good thing for all of us. Yes I do. Hmm what else? Well there is nothing else I really want to share. So I think I'm gonna go. Sweet Dreams Ya'll.
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