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[blinkergrl]

so, havent written in quite a while bc i havent been on the computer in quite a while... really really busy... volleyballs going really well for everyone on the team except me bc i just had to get hurt and sick all at the same time... yay... but they play amazingly so maybe its for the better... congrats girls on taking first in the whole tourney yesterday! other things... well its pretty much just school... being sick for two days is not good... wayyyyy too much stuff thats going on to miss it... and i just switched out of pre calc honors into reg. pre calc, so hopefully that will help but i had to rearrange my schedule... which ties into friends... been feeling like, i dunno, lonely, bc i havent seen anyone in what seems like a long time (except it was great to see steph on wed!)... and i had to switch out of the best part of my day, my lunch and open with matty and gabe... that makes me so sad... it was so much fun... also art with gabe and aj bc that was just plainly a good time... so im really kinda bummed... i also feel like such a loser bc i dont go out on days when i have vball early in the morning, like friday night... i could have gone to the football game, and i wanted to, but im getting over a bad cold still (like i still feel like crap) and i had tons of make up work and i had volleyball early (had to be at school by 7 30) just a lot of things i dunno, bringing me down... and today is the street fair, and due to tons of hw, i doubt i can actually go... i think im gonna stop writing bc this is getting me pretty depressed and i just miss all my lovers...
one good thing thats happened recently (besides steph coming to a game and vball kicking ass yesterday): im ranked 23 out of 209... woo