Sep 16, 2006 02:18
ya know its funny.....i went to hills again today just out of boredom, and i realized, that im simply havin difficulty adjusting to being a college student. i haven't really confronted it till today.....but im truely afraid that at some point in my life im not going to see the people i have grown to love and cherish on a regular basis. i don't know if i can deal with that. i mean, i am going to see them regularly for the next 4 years....but after that, who knows? my life might leave me in NY....but it could also leave me on the otherside of the world
ive also (unfortunately) developed a crush on someone in my dorm....room 1124 for those of you in my dorm who DEFINATELY know this person. it sucks because it definately won't lead anywhere....especially due to the fact of who he is and how old he is....i just can't get a break. not gonna lie, this guy is awesome. he's nice, caring, makes the most corny jokes on the face of the earth, and the most important part......he understands me. ive known him for 2 weeks and already he knows more about me than most of my closest friends know. ive gotten closer with him in 2 weeks than it took me to get with jeff in 4 years......thats some serious shit right there
anyway.....im going to sleep. i have to get up tomorrow to go to the museum of sex!.....the only place where you can witness more action than in my suite