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I think i'll drain any evidence that you were ever here. that your face was instilled in my heart, that whatever i said, we still fell apart. and I think maybe if i dont see it, maybe i wont feel it either.
so ill close my eyes when you come around, close my eyes when feelings come unbound, close my eyes when the thought of you triggers an ache in my heart, close my eyes when your stare begins to tear me apart..
what is meant to be will always fall apart. what is meant to be will always break your heart.
these colourful pills, oh they won't drain you away. this shot at sanity, this now or never thing. ill hae to break my heart myself, after a while you get use to the pain. so use to the pain of you. i gave up on trust, along time ago. if you ever come back, please let me know. ill get back to you this time. how could u be so heartless? you've got mine.