a final update, a final goodbye.
well, haven't updated in a while.
but everybody knows that, if they care. which they dont.
School started, well like 3 weeks ago, but I can't go on during the week (Bad Grades?) I'll just say, i should of took more advantage of middle school, i should of been late everyday, not done shit, and never came to school. But nowdays, I can't really do that, unless I want to live in East Centre. At least theres like one really good looking kid..who thinks Im retarted. The school isn't that complicated after a while. Thers a kid near my locker who knows my name and asks me shit. I dont even know what grade he's in but..? Whatever.
Whatever gets them off.
I love michele, we always have the best times, even though we are basically doing nothing. I guess I see Jamie around alot now? Trying to hold back on that, but im not sure how long I can. being kind of "skanky" isn't so overrated, but I'd rather wait before jumping into another disaster.
Gotta start writing music for me and michele's band..(and I use that term loosely)Its called Death Bed Lulliby, i thought of it while I was sitting on the ground at warped tour. I dont think its too bad. DBL.
Jamisonpaker is playing tomarrow at Rock-a-billy's. Totally gotta find a way to go. with michele of course, my ultimate lover.
I guess im not happy with school, just half way satisfied. There seems to be quite a difference.
It's almost October and the best thing is it already feels like it outside, which is the best thing in the world. I love october. The way it feels, the way it felt, the way it will always be a constant thing. Its been almot a year, you know, but you really don't know. Which is the worst part. I stayed in bed till after 2 today, I was just thinking about how much I love you. How after a year, things did change I guess. And if I could go back a year, I would only change one thing, but I dont even know if I would change that because then I wouldn't know how you and I ended up. And right now, I sort of know..who knows what another year will do. I'll probably be somewhere else, being somebody else. Im not even sure.
I wrote these opinions (that they oviously didn't like) for a community for michele, and they didn't let her in. I thought they were decent? ehh.. see for yourself.
abortion -- discusting horrible invetion derived from selfish teenagers who have unprotected sex. god gives you a child for a reason, and by law, to take the life of another is MURDER.
who did you/would you vote for: kerry or bush? -- neither. they are the same soul with a different face. there are more then two people running for president, people need to be more aware of this. we need a president that isn't in it for the oil or popularity, a leader not a rich jerk following in daddy's footsteps, someone who is going to save the world not blow it up. Someone to look up to, not fear. Someone who has experience, not money. Someone who has morals, not issues. <3
war in iraq -- It isn't a war, its a complete tragidy and outrage to anyone that has a brain that has the compasity to indulge in the thought process. It is our own creation, and not a war to "save our freedom" what freedom do we have if we cannot use them rationally? Sept. 11th happened not because of them disagreeing with our freedom, it happened because WE ARE IN THEIR COUNTRY. They don't want us there, we have no right to be there, they were fighting against us, not throwing the first punch. If they came in our country, wouldn't we do the same? For all the people of there, God Bless you..Don't die for your country, try living for it.
labels-- Lables aren't very good, but we put them on ourselves. You sort of strive and live up to the "ideal" of what you want to be, who you should be. You place a label on yourself, living up to standards, going to certain stores because thats just "who you are". We are not price tags, Brand names or shopping carts. But we live to be these things, to fit in the plastic mold and indure what punishments come with those things.
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