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i can't help how i feel no i can't help how i feel
but your getting worse i swear it
its hard to prove your an understatement.
youre getting worse and i know
that you'll be calling me again.
I wish. This is becoming too routine for me. I honestly think I have alot to say, about alot of things, I'll just try to figure it all out. Haven't updated in a while.. like anyone cares to read this.
i've been out of school for more then a week, thank God. I can honestly say I don't miss it. I want to leave all of that behind.. move on. I had a dream that I was pregnent and I burned down the school. ironicaly. I'm tired of waiting around for something to make me happy. Most days, I'm clearly not. Life is such a blowfest.
For the record, I miss you. Love is easy, Like is hard. and I like you alot. Alot!!
I was going to write you something. but i decided against it. whats the point of holding on when we clearly have slipped away so very long ago
I need to stop thinking about you. Its killing me.
I've realized how much I have changed in this past year. How different I use to be. I'm understanding why you could never love me. how could you love somebody who barely loves themself? I'm still walking away ... high and unbelieving. you'd think i'd be over it. I need to stop thinking about you. Its killing me. I'll sure cave in, just like before. I need to stop thinking about you. its killing me.
I bet your sick of reading this. we move too fucking fast. i think i really need to wish to make this last. because i need you more, then you need me. because i want you more, i know.