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Hey..
would rather not go threw my day at school..since there is nothing to go threw. I kind of hate writing about what i did..its like? 5 years from now if im pathetic and decide to read this, why would i care what i did in math class on June 2nd. I would rather know how I feel..how i felt..and why, that makes it easier to understand yourself doesn't it? cause there is alot to understand..
and how do you understand being completely numb.. i mean finally getting what you want..its just someone else, and even if your just filling a void.. well maybe your not. maybe this is seriously what you wish it was.. it feels like it sometimes.. like yea this could be it..but then again since your not sure, could it really be?
would rather not go threw my day at school..since there is nothing to go threw. I kind of hate writing about what i did..its like? 5 years from now if im pathetic and decide to read this, why would i care what i did in math class on June 2nd. I would rather know how I feel..how i felt..and why, that makes it easier to understand yourself doesn't it? cause there is alot to understand..
and how do you understand being completely numb.. i mean finally getting what you want..its just someone else, and even if your just filling a void.. well maybe your not. maybe this is seriously what you wish it was.. it feels like it sometimes.. like yea this could be it..but then again since your not sure, could it really be?