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Sunday i went to lakeside.("Paint my toenails!") fun fun. then later i went to cindys house. her cousin asked if HE could be MY girlfriend. that gave me a decent fit of the giggles. then rectal juices were involved, but u were all there so u knew that. also, i had to act out a blow job. actually, kyle giving a cow a blow job, more or less.
Monday i din't do crap.
Today i had trumpet lessons. the thought depresses me. i hate being the bitch of the family who is the alleged slut who dates to many ppl and gets a new boyfriend every week. i also wear to much makeup and god forbid if a milimeter of my stomache shows. further more, i'm emo, i'm a "fat wench", should be grounded, need to shut up and eat less twinkies, turn down my music and stop downloading crap. and god damn if i hear "didn't you break up with him yet?" or "he broke up with you today, didn't he?" one more time, i may have to break things and become a hermit. arg. and they wonder why i don't leave my room.
Monday i din't do crap.
Today i had trumpet lessons. the thought depresses me. i hate being the bitch of the family who is the alleged slut who dates to many ppl and gets a new boyfriend every week. i also wear to much makeup and god forbid if a milimeter of my stomache shows. further more, i'm emo, i'm a "fat wench", should be grounded, need to shut up and eat less twinkies, turn down my music and stop downloading crap. and god damn if i hear "didn't you break up with him yet?" or "he broke up with you today, didn't he?" one more time, i may have to break things and become a hermit. arg. and they wonder why i don't leave my room.