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[blinka]

there were a million apologies that first time.
i said you could never live it down.
now its like this has happened a million times.
but now i couldnt get one apology.
that's fine, because it would take more than that.
so much more than you are willing to give.
when you take,
you need to find a way to give back.
even though the debt you are in may be greater.
now, you dont even know what your doing.
my tears are almost habitual.
so it doesnt matter.
you just dont want to cause yourself guilt.
so you'll kill me slowly,
while you continue to thrive.