i little bit lost
so my mom got laid off from her job about two weeks ago and my dad lost his job today too. So I have two unemployed parents. I'm kinda of at a loss. I'm pretty sure this means I'm going to have to quit the team so that I can get a better job and work more hours. That's possibly one of the worst things that I can imagine. Is much as I hate to admit it, cheerleading has become a huge part of my life and it makes me really happy. And I'm not going to be able to drive up to Tech next week to see Ian because I can't afford it now, which is probably the absolute worst thing that I can imagine. Now would be the time that I need to be with him the most, and I can't be. And I feel incredibly selfish for even bitching about how this makes my life more difficult because I can't even imagine how my parents must be feeling right now. This really fucking sucks.