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mmmmm my mum keeps asking me to do chores round the house....hm this is why i hate holidays....well they are going to italy soon without me becuase i said i didnt want to go so...yeah...yay! my grands comming down to look after me....with my grandad ...who will dislike the way i dress and the way i put my make-up on...and the weight of me....hes never happy with me....hes always happy with my brother....no supprises there to be honest....he always fucks up but hes forgiven....im the mental one who fucks up...and gets loads of shit for it....hm...ah well...hm...last time i saw him.....was 2 years ago.....andddd he disliked the way i dressed becuase i wore baggy stuff.....umm and he didnt like my weight....but now i just argue with him now....the last day i saw him we had a huge row...and i told him he was fat so he shouldn't talk about beihng over weight to me....urgh he annoys me....he behaves childish not at all like a adult....like a bully who likes to pick on the little kid who cant stick up for itself.
im really worried.....im going to faillllllll urgh i can hear it in the back of my head.....urgh *sigh* help me some one?
im really worried.....im going to faillllllll urgh i can hear it in the back of my head.....urgh *sigh* help me some one?