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im really behind on my course work.
and i just went into history and my course work results were really crap so i have to redo them.
and i just cried in front of the teacher and walked out colapsed on the floor crying.
she came out and talked to me for ages.
then i went to the toilet and cried.
Then at the end of the day i went over to kirsty, she annoyed me by saying" i want to see your face you know" so i slapped her hand away from my hair and face and said "leave me alone im not in the mood" and she hit me and i told her to fuck off and she said i shouldnt hit her bleah....
and i just sat in the changing rooms.
hm and in textiles this girl just pushed past me like i wasnt there so i said "oh yeah i dont exsist, dont worry".
and i couldnt eat my chips becuase i put too much salt on them....heh raych cheered me up and i love her so much....
hm me and kirsty had a bit of a shouting spree on the way home...she told me to umm sort my life out or somthing like that...and i said thats why i go to therapy and she said it must not be working then...i suppose it isnt then.
im isolating myself again.
and i just went into history and my course work results were really crap so i have to redo them.
and i just cried in front of the teacher and walked out colapsed on the floor crying.
she came out and talked to me for ages.
then i went to the toilet and cried.
Then at the end of the day i went over to kirsty, she annoyed me by saying" i want to see your face you know" so i slapped her hand away from my hair and face and said "leave me alone im not in the mood" and she hit me and i told her to fuck off and she said i shouldnt hit her bleah....
and i just sat in the changing rooms.
hm and in textiles this girl just pushed past me like i wasnt there so i said "oh yeah i dont exsist, dont worry".
and i couldnt eat my chips becuase i put too much salt on them....heh raych cheered me up and i love her so much....
hm me and kirsty had a bit of a shouting spree on the way home...she told me to umm sort my life out or somthing like that...and i said thats why i go to therapy and she said it must not be working then...i suppose it isnt then.
im isolating myself again.