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Think back to the stupidest thing you've ever done in your life..maybe coming home drunk, smashing up your dads car, calling you best friend a bitch. Thats nothing, I've done the stupidest thing I ever could have done. I took the one really good thing I had, and threw it away. Dave.....I've never been as close to anyone as I have been to Dave. I don't know how I could have been so stupid. I miss him so much. Things weren't going as good as they could have been lately, but I should have tried harder to work things out. I just let him get away. This is the worst feeling I've ever felt, emptyness. I can't stop thinking about him, the more I think about him the worse I feel. I still love him very much, and I feel awful for ever thinking we wouldn't last. I wish I could take it all back. I love you Dave, and I'm sorry, I can't even say it enough..