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minus the bear was so freaking good. they inspire me so much. blood brothers put on a really good show but i was pretty tired after minus the bear. the opening bands were both fairly good. all in all a very good show. i dont want to be a scenester. i just want to love my music. went to dennys with some kids, and even though i <3 these kids the conversation stayed on 2 subjects for the whole duration. 1) name dropping. i know this person and this person said this and me and this person are friends and i went on tour with them and they gave me a shout out and i have this many peoples cell phone numbers. 2) hot boys. ugh. such vapid conversations. dont get me wrong, music is my life and i am all for a conversation about it, but this seemed more like bragging. it turned me off. there was very little mention of the actual music, just the people involved. i hope that if i ever achieve musical success that nobody talks about me incessantly as if we are lovers because they one time had a conversation with me or because they knew about my band before the radio did. these things are all well and fine, but 5 friends sitting around a table should talk about things that actually matter. i dont know how any of them are feeling about their lives. i havent seem one of them in a year maybe, and i dont know what he is up to. im just complaining and it doesnt matter, but i dunno...
it just seems so hollow.
i hope this hasnt offended anyone. thats not why i wrote this.
it just seems so hollow.
i hope this hasnt offended anyone. thats not why i wrote this.