Jul 19, 2005 10:50
Afew weeks ago I finally kissed a girl for the first time. I feel like such a virgin. *sigh...
He and I have been talking again. Its great. After all of the shit that we've been thru breaking up and all we are now civil and are talking about future plans. He says he has never stopped thinking of me and feels how he had when he was in Akron. He says he can tell that I've been changing back into that person he use to know. He tells me that he has "birdies" that keep tabs on me and tell him. His current is driving him nuts. He says shes terribly annoying and childish. Its ammusing. I hope that things will work out between us and everying will be good again. He seems to be getting his shit together and there are still things i want him to accomplish.
Got my Ozzfest ticket yesterday. I cant wait. Curt and I didnt go on vacation like we had planned. Instead he desided to buy a motorcycle instead. BLAH!!! He and I have been fighting and what not. He had broken up with me on the 16th. Now he wants to get back together, AGAIN. This is the third time he has told me that he wouldnt hurt me and he has. NO MORE. We have alot in our seperate lives that we need to work out. *screams in frustration*