the tears never stop.
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
i'm so sad. i'm going to cry. really. today was the playoff game for our high school. and when it's playoffs...if you lose, the season ends right there. and we lost. it was 1 to 0 and then angel prince scored a goal from a pk. then we went into overtime b/c it was tied and the other team scored. it was terrible. i thought it was obstruction of the goalie but they never called it. :(
i was sitting by katy colton on the benches. (she's a senior but hurt her knee and got surgery) and she cheered me up a lot. she says what ner. instead of what now... what ner. lmao. it was funny. and instead of cheering and saying stuff like "shoot!" she just goes "nuhhhhhhh!!!!" and she was telling me a whole bunch of stuff and just sharing her knowledge. her kneecap is like a balloon. she has to get it drained...going to hurt like heck.
but after the game, i was walking around and saying good job as i was looking for my stuff. there are three seniors that are going to be gone next year and i'm going to miss them more than ever. scarlette bringhurst, kassie goodwin, and lisa lefevre (i think that's how you spell them) but anywhosers...they were so fun. i loved katy and kassie's dinosaurs and lisa's dolphin impressions. buhh...i'm so sad.
and the thing that really made me even more sad and aware of my loss, is when i said good job to lisa. she looked up at me and was like, "it was nice getting to know you, i hope we can still be friends." and i was like, "yeah." but she looked so sad...she was like fumbling w/ her bag and like...you could tell that she was sad. i wanted to cry so bad. i'm going to cry right now just thinking of it.
scarlette has always said hi to me and always listened to me when i was sad. she would always give me helpful hints and she gave me a new perspective on life. (i sound soOoOoOo cheesy, but it's so true)
kassie and katy and lisa would always be responsible in making sure that we were working hard but never made it seem boring. it was always fun. they were always fun. their butt-spelling game, the karate game...and just the simple things that made me laugh so hard. like lisa's rubbery chicken legs...kassie's ability to eat and never be full. (she should take on that one chinese hotdog guy...i swear that she'd win.) katy and my personal jokes. like camel, the swearing deal, her knee and a lot of other stuff. i don't know if they think this of me, but i'm really going to miss them and i feel like i was their friend...and that's the best feeling in the world. they were so nice, and fun. now i'm looking at next year's seniors and i cringe. angel prince and her never ending honery-ness, nikki johnson and her need to always want us to be better, faster, stronger. and just blah. i don't think that they'll fill up the 3 seniors' shoes.
I WILL MISS THOSE GIRLS AND I HOPE THAT WE WILL STILL STAY FRIENDS. ALSO ON AN ENDING NOTE: GROWING UP AND GETTING OLD SUCKS.
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