sometimes you just have to let things happen... you cant predict everything.
i dont know what it is with me. i guess juan is right. im just scared...i just dont see the point. no matter what, in a relationship, someone is eventually going to get hurt. so why put yourself thru that? arg i dont know what im talking about. im too confusing and all i do is hurt people and make mistakes. i think that im so scared of getting hurt that i hurt the other person before theyve even had a chance to hurt me...but i mean i havent exactly had the best past relationships...but im not even going to get into that. the only thing that matters is that he doesnt hate me and we can stay friends. thats all i care about.