Dissociation [SiChul] [Epilogue]
Title: Dissociation
Pairings/Characters: SiChul, DongHae, mention of EunHae (more to come)
Rating: overall R
Warning: Violence, torture, use of drugs, rape, character death,...
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: One wrong decision can take you to hell. This is what many students have already experienced. All of them have disappeared. No one knows anything about them anymore. But someday, someone is going to find out, right? If it's still possible...
AN: So this is the epilogue... :) I hope you liked this story, even though it was kinda strange. Just wanted to try something like this but I better stick to my previous genres :P
*15. August*
HeeChul smiled. "One year and one day since we first met," he stated as he looked at the photo in front of him.
"I know. Such a long time, isn't it?"
HeeChul looked up, meeting eyes with the person in front of him. He smiled back.
"Should we go?" HeeChul asked with a small smile.
He received a nod as an answer. "SiWon is already waiting, right?" his friend said and HeeChul nodded once again.
"Yeah, he is."
DongHae smiled, happily at first. But that happy smile soon turned into a sad one as they were walking along the road. "I miss Hyukkie, still."
HeeChul sighed. He knew how hard it was for DongHae and he wished he could do something. Anything.
"I know," he just said quietly.
DongHae shrugged. "We can't do anything anyway."
They walked in silence for some minutes, before DongHae decided to speak up again. "You know, the time when you left to find SiWon...I'm so happy you did. I don't know what they might have done to him otherwise. I'm so relieved. You saved him."
"I didn't. It wasn't me who killed these men. I didn't save him," HeeChul stated stubbornly.
DongHae just sighed. "I...don't know how to say...but, HeeChul, I think I made your life even more complicated, right? I know, you were jealous back then when SiWon was worried for me," he admitted.
HeeChul shrugged. "It's not like that anymore. It's different now. But I rather don't want to talk about that now, please."
DongHae nodded understandingly.
They finally reached their destination. HeeChul's smile left at the sight in front of him.
DongHae followed him through the gate.
"SiWonnie," HeeChul whispered, slowly approaching.
DongHae, still behind him, didn't say a thing, just watching as HeeChul sank to the ground. His hand was stroking over the earth and the flowers. Here, underneath, SiWon was lying.
DongHae gazed around, giving the graves nearby a look of sadness, before he kneeled down next to HeeChul. Most of these dead bodies belonged to students, students that HeeChul and DongHae had known. That they had been in the same school with.
HeeChul didn't cry as he read the epitaph on the small stone in front of him.
He remembered the day. The last day he had seen him alive. SiWon had been smiling at HeeChul. They had thought they were safe when a crazy man, dressed in black, one of these evil people, entered the room in the underground. He just saw HeeChul and SiWon and before any policeman was able to react, he already had shot SiWon. He had killed him. In HeeChul's arms. And HeeChul had never been able to forget that moment. Never. When SiWon was lying there. The life slowly leaving him. And HeeChul was helpless. Everyone was helpless. Not even the last kiss, the last touch of HeeChul's lips on SiWon's had saved him. He had died.
When he lives cherished in our memories, he is never far away.
Choi SiWon
* April 7 1986
† March 23 2003
Love is eternal.
All things change, but God remains.
[for the epitaphs, credits to: http://www.headstonesandmemorials.com/Epitaphs_Epitaph_Examples.php ]
Pairings/Characters: SiChul, DongHae, mention of EunHae (more to come)
Rating: overall R
Warning: Violence, torture, use of drugs, rape, character death,...
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: One wrong decision can take you to hell. This is what many students have already experienced. All of them have disappeared. No one knows anything about them anymore. But someday, someone is going to find out, right? If it's still possible...
AN: So this is the epilogue... :) I hope you liked this story, even though it was kinda strange. Just wanted to try something like this but I better stick to my previous genres :P
*15. August*
HeeChul smiled. "One year and one day since we first met," he stated as he looked at the photo in front of him.
"I know. Such a long time, isn't it?"
HeeChul looked up, meeting eyes with the person in front of him. He smiled back.
"Should we go?" HeeChul asked with a small smile.
He received a nod as an answer. "SiWon is already waiting, right?" his friend said and HeeChul nodded once again.
"Yeah, he is."
DongHae smiled, happily at first. But that happy smile soon turned into a sad one as they were walking along the road. "I miss Hyukkie, still."
HeeChul sighed. He knew how hard it was for DongHae and he wished he could do something. Anything.
"I know," he just said quietly.
DongHae shrugged. "We can't do anything anyway."
They walked in silence for some minutes, before DongHae decided to speak up again. "You know, the time when you left to find SiWon...I'm so happy you did. I don't know what they might have done to him otherwise. I'm so relieved. You saved him."
"I didn't. It wasn't me who killed these men. I didn't save him," HeeChul stated stubbornly.
DongHae just sighed. "I...don't know how to say...but, HeeChul, I think I made your life even more complicated, right? I know, you were jealous back then when SiWon was worried for me," he admitted.
HeeChul shrugged. "It's not like that anymore. It's different now. But I rather don't want to talk about that now, please."
DongHae nodded understandingly.
They finally reached their destination. HeeChul's smile left at the sight in front of him.
DongHae followed him through the gate.
"SiWonnie," HeeChul whispered, slowly approaching.
DongHae, still behind him, didn't say a thing, just watching as HeeChul sank to the ground. His hand was stroking over the earth and the flowers. Here, underneath, SiWon was lying.
DongHae gazed around, giving the graves nearby a look of sadness, before he kneeled down next to HeeChul. Most of these dead bodies belonged to students, students that HeeChul and DongHae had known. That they had been in the same school with.
HeeChul didn't cry as he read the epitaph on the small stone in front of him.
He remembered the day. The last day he had seen him alive. SiWon had been smiling at HeeChul. They had thought they were safe when a crazy man, dressed in black, one of these evil people, entered the room in the underground. He just saw HeeChul and SiWon and before any policeman was able to react, he already had shot SiWon. He had killed him. In HeeChul's arms. And HeeChul had never been able to forget that moment. Never. When SiWon was lying there. The life slowly leaving him. And HeeChul was helpless. Everyone was helpless. Not even the last kiss, the last touch of HeeChul's lips on SiWon's had saved him. He had died.
When he lives cherished in our memories, he is never far away.
Choi SiWon
* April 7 1986
† March 23 2003
Love is eternal.
All things change, but God remains.
[for the epitaphs, credits to: http://www.headstonesandmemorials.com/Epitaphs_Epitaph_Examples.php ]