Dissociation [SiChul] [13/?]
Title: Dissociation
Pairings/Characters: SiChul (more to come)
Rating: overall R
Warning: Violence, torture, use of drugs, rape, character death,...
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: One wrong decision can take you to hell. This is what many students have already experienced. All of them have disappeared. No one knows anything about them anymore. But someday, someone is going to find out, right? If it's still possible...
*2. January*
"There! I knew it! Look! He's one of them!"
A loud bang was heard.
HeeChul's heart was racing. His eyes were wide. He stumbled back around the corner.
SiWon was there to hold him up.
"What happened?" he asked in panic.
HeeChul swallowed. "Two men. With guns. I'm sure, they are from the boading school! SiWon, they found us!" he yelled quietly.
SiWon was shocked. He looked around the corner just to see a bullet flying directly past his head. SiWon pulled his head back instantly. The men were coming closer quickly.
"Run!" SiWon hissed and their legs, by now already used to running, carried them away. They ran around a corner and away.
These past days, they had been here, were not enough to make them familiar with the entire area, so after only a few minutes, they were already lost. Not knowing where to go, HeeChul just followed SiWon.
The younger one was rushing ahead, along the roads.
HeeChul turned back. Further back, he could see men chasing them.
HeeChul looked in front of him to SiWon who seemed to think of a solution.
The older one looked around as well.
He reached out for SiWon's wrist and stopped.
SiWon stared at him in shock and confusion. "What?" he hissed.
HeeChul would have yelled at him for complaining in that tone when he had finally found the solution, but there was no time left. He let it drop and just pulled SiWon aside to an empty truck. The noise of the running engine had given HeeChul the idea.
SiWon quickly understood.
They jumped in. The driver stood nearby and when he saw what was going to happen, he wanted to stop them, but it was too late.
HeeChul looked outside to the men they left behind as SiWon drove away.
Neither of them was allowed to drive. They were too young. They had no license. But they couldn't care less right now. SiWon luckly was able to move the truck and bring them away.
HeeChul was panting and turned to look at SiWon who was concentrating on the road.
SiWon threw HeeChul a side-glance. "How have they been able to find us?" he asked. He, as well, was still trying to catch his breath.
HeeChul shrugged cluelessly. "I don't know."
SiWon clenched his hands around the wheel. "They always find us. Fuck!" he yelled in frustration, because he didn't know either.
HeeChul's heart suddenly stopped for a short moment. He realized something. Panic was reflected in his gaze as he looked at himself, searching for something. His hands ran over his skin, touching every bit.
SiWon looked at him in surprise. "What is wrong?" he asked in concern.
HeeChul stared at him. "I know why! I fucking know why! But...NO!" he screamed, buried his face in his hands and started to cry.
SiWon watched him in shock. "H-HeeChul?" he asked stuttering.
HeeChul didn't stop crying, but SiWon couldn't comfort him with a hug right now. He had to drive. They had to get away. As far as possible, so that they couldn't be found again.
"Shh, Chullie, please stop crying," SiWon started hesitantly. "Everything will be alright!"
"No, it won't!" HeeChul yelled and lifted his head up for a moment, before hiding it again.
SiWon was confused. He didn't know what to do. "But why not? What is wrong?" he asked desperately.
HeeChul glared at him for a moment, before he cried even more.
"HeeChul, listen. I'm with you. We'll be okay. I prom-" SiWon was cut off by a sobbing HeeChul. "Fucking no!"
All of a sudden, HeeChul lifted his head up. He stared in front of him to no particular spot. He finally knew what he had to do. "I can't. It's dangerous otherwise. I have to. No other way. I will kill us both. I have to. Now. Immediately. Leave," HeeChul muttered to himself and turned to open the door on his side.
SiWon stared at him in shock. "What? No!" he shouted and put one arm over HeeChul to hold him back.
Before HeeChul could manage to open the door fully and slip out, SiWon stopped the truck and threw himself on top of HeeChul.
HeeChul stared at him through teary eyes. Silent tears were still falling down his cheek.
SiWon's look calmed him down visibly and HeeChul wrapped his arms around SiWon as tightly as possible.
He sniffed a little. Their eyes met. SiWon's were soothing.
HeeChul just pressed his lips to SiWon's for a passionate kiss. He didn't care. He didn't want to care.
The thoughts were killing him, but not now.
"SiWonnie," he mumbled desperately.
SiWon looked at him. His heart was still racing. He was afraid HeeChul would leave him. "Don't go? You can't leave me."
HeeChul didn't say anything and just kissed him again.
"Promise me!" SiWon pleaded after their second kiss.
HeeChul nodded slightly, before pushing his tongue into SiWon's mouth and down his thoat once again. This kiss was deeper than all the others. It was a special kiss with a meaning.
"I want you," HeeChul whispered hoarsly, though with a seductive voice.
SiWon hesitated at first, but HeeChul's eyes told their own story, and so, SiWon didn't reject him.
They made love in the truck. It was small and uncomfortable, but it was what they needed. It satisfied HeeChul. At least for the moment.
An hour later, they were driving again. The truck was already far away from the city.
SiWon was giving HeeChul worried looks from time to time, but their intercourse seemed to have made him calmer. HeeChul had no intention to leave and he had stopped crying.
SiWon would talk to him another time about the reason. He didn't want to upset him and cause him to leave after all.
Pairings/Characters: SiChul (more to come)
Rating: overall R
Warning: Violence, torture, use of drugs, rape, character death,...
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: One wrong decision can take you to hell. This is what many students have already experienced. All of them have disappeared. No one knows anything about them anymore. But someday, someone is going to find out, right? If it's still possible...
*2. January*
"There! I knew it! Look! He's one of them!"
A loud bang was heard.
HeeChul's heart was racing. His eyes were wide. He stumbled back around the corner.
SiWon was there to hold him up.
"What happened?" he asked in panic.
HeeChul swallowed. "Two men. With guns. I'm sure, they are from the boading school! SiWon, they found us!" he yelled quietly.
SiWon was shocked. He looked around the corner just to see a bullet flying directly past his head. SiWon pulled his head back instantly. The men were coming closer quickly.
"Run!" SiWon hissed and their legs, by now already used to running, carried them away. They ran around a corner and away.
These past days, they had been here, were not enough to make them familiar with the entire area, so after only a few minutes, they were already lost. Not knowing where to go, HeeChul just followed SiWon.
The younger one was rushing ahead, along the roads.
HeeChul turned back. Further back, he could see men chasing them.
HeeChul looked in front of him to SiWon who seemed to think of a solution.
The older one looked around as well.
He reached out for SiWon's wrist and stopped.
SiWon stared at him in shock and confusion. "What?" he hissed.
HeeChul would have yelled at him for complaining in that tone when he had finally found the solution, but there was no time left. He let it drop and just pulled SiWon aside to an empty truck. The noise of the running engine had given HeeChul the idea.
SiWon quickly understood.
They jumped in. The driver stood nearby and when he saw what was going to happen, he wanted to stop them, but it was too late.
HeeChul looked outside to the men they left behind as SiWon drove away.
Neither of them was allowed to drive. They were too young. They had no license. But they couldn't care less right now. SiWon luckly was able to move the truck and bring them away.
HeeChul was panting and turned to look at SiWon who was concentrating on the road.
SiWon threw HeeChul a side-glance. "How have they been able to find us?" he asked. He, as well, was still trying to catch his breath.
HeeChul shrugged cluelessly. "I don't know."
SiWon clenched his hands around the wheel. "They always find us. Fuck!" he yelled in frustration, because he didn't know either.
HeeChul's heart suddenly stopped for a short moment. He realized something. Panic was reflected in his gaze as he looked at himself, searching for something. His hands ran over his skin, touching every bit.
SiWon looked at him in surprise. "What is wrong?" he asked in concern.
HeeChul stared at him. "I know why! I fucking know why! But...NO!" he screamed, buried his face in his hands and started to cry.
SiWon watched him in shock. "H-HeeChul?" he asked stuttering.
HeeChul didn't stop crying, but SiWon couldn't comfort him with a hug right now. He had to drive. They had to get away. As far as possible, so that they couldn't be found again.
"Shh, Chullie, please stop crying," SiWon started hesitantly. "Everything will be alright!"
"No, it won't!" HeeChul yelled and lifted his head up for a moment, before hiding it again.
SiWon was confused. He didn't know what to do. "But why not? What is wrong?" he asked desperately.
HeeChul glared at him for a moment, before he cried even more.
"HeeChul, listen. I'm with you. We'll be okay. I prom-" SiWon was cut off by a sobbing HeeChul. "Fucking no!"
All of a sudden, HeeChul lifted his head up. He stared in front of him to no particular spot. He finally knew what he had to do. "I can't. It's dangerous otherwise. I have to. No other way. I will kill us both. I have to. Now. Immediately. Leave," HeeChul muttered to himself and turned to open the door on his side.
SiWon stared at him in shock. "What? No!" he shouted and put one arm over HeeChul to hold him back.
Before HeeChul could manage to open the door fully and slip out, SiWon stopped the truck and threw himself on top of HeeChul.
HeeChul stared at him through teary eyes. Silent tears were still falling down his cheek.
SiWon's look calmed him down visibly and HeeChul wrapped his arms around SiWon as tightly as possible.
He sniffed a little. Their eyes met. SiWon's were soothing.
HeeChul just pressed his lips to SiWon's for a passionate kiss. He didn't care. He didn't want to care.
The thoughts were killing him, but not now.
"SiWonnie," he mumbled desperately.
SiWon looked at him. His heart was still racing. He was afraid HeeChul would leave him. "Don't go? You can't leave me."
HeeChul didn't say anything and just kissed him again.
"Promise me!" SiWon pleaded after their second kiss.
HeeChul nodded slightly, before pushing his tongue into SiWon's mouth and down his thoat once again. This kiss was deeper than all the others. It was a special kiss with a meaning.
"I want you," HeeChul whispered hoarsly, though with a seductive voice.
SiWon hesitated at first, but HeeChul's eyes told their own story, and so, SiWon didn't reject him.
They made love in the truck. It was small and uncomfortable, but it was what they needed. It satisfied HeeChul. At least for the moment.
An hour later, they were driving again. The truck was already far away from the city.
SiWon was giving HeeChul worried looks from time to time, but their intercourse seemed to have made him calmer. HeeChul had no intention to leave and he had stopped crying.
SiWon would talk to him another time about the reason. He didn't want to upset him and cause him to leave after all.