Just Before [SiChul]
Title: Just Before
Pairing/Character: SiChul, KiBum
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Mpreg
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: How HeeChul and SiWon spend their day together while HeeChul's belly has grown a lot already.
AN: Lol, no idea, how to summarize it. I don't even know how to put it. As a sequel or a special? For there might be some more...specials/sequels, whatever it is xD Definitely something after The Line Between Destiny And Chance. Hope, you like it :) And HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUNGMIN ♥
"SiWonnie, what about this?" HeeChul asked with a bright smile. SiWon came running toward HeeChul, observing the piece his boyfriend was holding in his hands.
It was a little pink shirt with a picture of a beautiful flower. SiWon smiled approvingly. "That's cute. But you do know, it will be a boy, right? And I'm not sure if he will like it...in pink...with a flower," he stated with a chuckle.
HeeChul sighed. "Yeah, but isn't it cute? I want to buy it for Chin-Sunnie in her size if we find it, okay?"
SiWon nodded. "Alright. We'll do that," he said and they looked through the shirts, finally even finding one in Chin-Sun's size. "This!" HeeChul exclaimed and SiWon nodded. "Right. It really is cute. Chin-Sunnie surely will like it."
"Yes. But SiWonnie, we actually wanted to look for clothes for him," HeeChul remembered them and SiWon laughed. "Oh, yes, sorry, Chullie. So, let's look over there," he said and pointed to a different direction where many clothes for babies were.
HeeChul agreed and they went over there, searching for some cute clothes for their child.
HeeChul grinned happily. He would give birth soon. His stomach was already quite big and because he felt uncomfortable to go out of their home now, SiWon had even bought him a big sweater, bigger than his, for HeeChul to hid his bulge and even now, it was working alright. HeeChul felt comfortable again, although many people thought of him as fat right now.
"What about these trousers?" SiWon asked with a smiling face. Ever since HeeChul had shown him their child on a photo he had gotten from his doctor, and on which they could recognize the little child's limbs, SiWon was happier than ever and smiling continuously.
HeeChul chuckled. "God, SiWonnie, yes, these trousers are great, even though he can't wear them immediately. He needs sleepers first, you know."
"Yes, yes, I do know, but still...it's so cute!" SiWon stated, smiling to himself while staring at the piece of clothing he was holding right now.
"SiWon, please, stop it. I can't stand you smiling like a fool all the time!" HeeChul told him in exasperation, but SiWon ignored him.
"How about these sleepers then?" SiWon asked, showing HeeChul the thing, he just had found and decided was more than perfect for their son.
HeeChul agreed and SiWon almost bounced when he left to pay.
HeeChul sighed in exhaustion. He was already tired even though it was only midday by now. His daughter was with Kilian and Hana. She wanted to sleep there, so HeeChul and SiWon let her.
HeeChul looked at a mirror next to him. He hated the sight of him. He hated the sight of the bulge. He sighed once more, this time in depression, and slowly turned to go to SiWon.
But when he wanted to take a step, SiWon stood already in front of him with a big bag in his hand.
He smiled warmly. Obviously, he had calmed down and wasn't that hyped up anymore.
HeeChul returned the smile awkwardly and wanted to go past him, but SiWon held him back by his wrist.
"Chullie, don't be like that. I still know that you hadn't intended to get pregnant. I know it. But please be happy now, okay? This is our child!" SiWon told him quietly, letting his hand run down to intertwine their fingers.
HeeChul nodded shortly, before making another attempt to leave the shop.
SiWon didn't let him, but looked at his eyes.
HeeChul sighed. "Yes, SiWon," he spoke out, rolling his eyes, and finally, SiWon allowed them to leave the shop.
They went along the street.
SiWon was happily humming a melody, but HeeChul couldn't help but feel annoyed. He couldn't understand it himself. It was probably because he was so tired. His back was aching. Actually, every bone in his body did, and he just wanted to lie down and sleep for the next few days.
Also, the fact, that this all was only because SiWon got him pregnant, was making it even worse. HeeChul had already decided for himself that he liked having a child from SiWon, but with these circumstances, HeeChul hated it. Besides, he was still so young.
And what HeeChul was thinking about, he voiced out. "Fuck, SiWon, I hate you for this. It's all your fault!"
SiWon was surprised at first, but then looked down at HeeChul. "Huh? What is my fault?"
"This," HeeChul stated, gesturing to his stomach.
SiWon frowned. "Our child?" he asked in confusion.
HeeChul groaned in frustration. "Yes, damn! It's all your fault! I did want to be pregnant, SiWon! I HATE YOU!" he yelled the last part.
SiWon was indeed hurt by HeeChul's shouting, but he knew, HeeChul was just overworked. "You're tired, Chullie. When we arrive home, you can lie down and sleep a while, okay?" he suggested, forcing a fake smile, because inside, pain was piercing his heart.
HeeChul pouted, then sighed and then gripped onto SiWon's arm tightly, holding himself up.
SiWon looked at him in concern, loosened the grip HeeChul had on him, and took HeeChul into his arms, pressing him carefully against his chest. "I know, you're probably tired. I'll take you home now, okay?"
HeeChul nodded against SiWon's skin, before they eventually let go of each other to walk home.
SiWon immediately helped HeeChul lie down on the couch, because HeeChul refused to go to their bedroom, even though it were only a few steps more anyway.
"Rest a little, Chullie. And please, don't always blame me for the child. Don't you want it...even a little?" SiWon asked sadly, hovering over HeeChul.
HeeChul sighed. "I'm so sorry, SiWonnie," he whispered, wrapping his arms around the other's neck and pulling him down for a sweet kiss.
After they broke the kiss, HeeChul sank back into the couch and quickly fell asleep.
SiWon sat down in front of him and just watched. He carefully put a blanket over his lover's body, before he stood up and went to change his clothes for he had to leave for work. He hated leaving HeeChul all by himself these weeks, but he had to work, because somehow they had to earn money to live.
SiWon quickly wrote a small note for HeeChul, informing him that he was at work, but would return as soon as possible, and then left.
SiWon was working in an office, but because he didn't want to leave HeeChul on his own for too long, he made sure that all his work was done when he had free time, so he didn't need to do much in his office and thus, was able to go home earlier. He had even talked with his boss about it and he agreed, regarding SiWon expecting a child with his family. Though he hadn't told his boss about being gay and having his boyfriend give birth to a child.
It was only quarter past 4 when SiWon returned home.
HeeChul was sitting on the couch, awake, and watching tv.
SiWon chuckled and the sight of his boyfriend. He couldn't help but think that he was still quite sexy in his opinion and that he adored him so much.
"I'm home," he announced and approached HeeChul, kissing him deeply.
"Hey," HeeChul said softly, pecking SiWon's lips once again, before he could pull away fully.
"How are you? Have you slept well?" SiWon asked and HeeChul nodded, smiling a small, but content smile. "Yes. How was work? You are already back...so early."
"I know. I finished my work already," SiWon told him with a smile as well.
"Don't come home early. I don't want you to lose your job because you are barely there," HeeChul stated in concern, reaching for SiWon's hand to hold.
SiWon smiled at him reassuringly. "You know, I talked with my boss about it and it's okay for him, as long as I finish my work," he explained and HeeChul nodded.
Suddenly, the phone rang. HeeChul wanted to stand up, but SiWon pushed him gently back to sit on the couch and went to answer the phone himself.
HeeChul chuckled. SiWon was always so caring for him, especially now, and it made him feel so loved and happy.
"Yes, he's here. Wait a little," SiWon said into the phone before he handed it over to HeeChul.
"Hello?" HeeChul asked while SiWon sat down next to him, taking his free hand in his.
"Hey, HeeChul. It's me, KiBum. How are you?" HeeChul's friend asked on the other line.
HeeChul smiled. "Hi, KiBum. I'm fine. And you? How about MinJee? Are you two still that happy?" he asked in curiosity. Meanwhile, SiWon put his head carefully on HeeChul's lap and started to play with the other's fingers.
HeeChul smiled down at him, while listening to KiBum's answer. "Yes, we're both fine. Now, she wants a baby as well. I instantly told her no," KiBum told HeeChul, laughing slightly. "I still too young anyway, and not interested in having children. But the reason I called, is to know about you. You'll give birth soon, right?"
HeeChul nodded to himself. "I guess so," he answered and met eyes with SiWon. SiWon let go of HeeChul's fingers, put them on his chest, and then pulled the sweater carefully up to reveal the big bulge.
"So SiWon, Chin-Sun and the child are fine, too?" KiBum wanted to know.
"Yes, everyone's fine," HeeChul replied. He chuckled quietly when he felt first SiWon's fingers gently caressing his exposed skin, and then his boyfriend's tongue licking there.
"That's good. Take good care of yourself, HeeChul. I hope, there won't be any problems and call me as soon as you can when you have your child, alright?" KiBum said and HeeChul agreed. "Yes, don't worry," he stated and his free hand slowly ran up and down SiWon's muscular chest.
"Bye," KiBum said and hung up.
HeeChul put the phone away and looked down at his boyfriend.
"SiWonnie," he murmured, almost whining, and pulled at his shirt as a sign for him to sit up.
SiWon complied. "Why has he called?"
HeeChul sighed happily. "Just wanted to know about my condition and how we are," he explained.
SiWon nodded understandingly. "We are fine, right?" he asked then, and HeeChul laughed, but nodded. "Of course," he said and kissed SiWon deeply, while the other one was still caressing his stomach gently.
"SiWonnie...do you think I'm fat?" HeeChul suddenly asked in insecurety and SiWon almost chocked. "What? No! Of course not! On the contrary. I think you're sexy, Chullie," SiWon told him and kissed him deeply, while his hand roamed over HeeChul's body, feeling every inch of him.
HeeChul looked at him suspiciously, but wasn't able to say anything, for SiWon kept their lips locked.
"Soon, we'll have another child," SiWon eventually said, lost in thoughts.
HeeChul nodded.
"You'll be happy as well, Chullie, right?" SiWon asked, almost doubtfully, but HeeChul nodded. "I'm sorry for what I have said early. I really am so happy. But...SiWonnie...?"
"Hm?" SiWon looked at him questioningly and HeeChul continued. "I...I'm scared," HeeChul confessed slowly. "I already have child. I've been through this all already once before. SiWon...," HeeChul looked into SiWon's big and caring eyes. "I'm scared because it hurts. It hurts so much," he whispered quietly.
SiWon embraced him gently. "Don't worry. I'm there for you. I'll stay by your side. The pain will go away eventually, but it's worth it, isn't it? Look, Chin-Sunnie...you did great already. Chin-Sun is such a lovely kid, isn't she?" he asked HeeChul slowly, and the other one nodded. "Yeah, it is worth it...I guess...," he murmured and SiWon kissed him to make him calm down.
"Everything will be fine. Don't worry," he only said.
HeeChul nodded and suggested to go to bed.
SiWon agreed, and because they were both tired from all these hectic weeks, and even months, and Chin-Sun wasn't there to take care of right now, they just snuggled closer to each other in their shared bed and fell asleep together.
Pairing/Character: SiChul, KiBum
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Mpreg
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: How HeeChul and SiWon spend their day together while HeeChul's belly has grown a lot already.
AN: Lol, no idea, how to summarize it. I don't even know how to put it. As a sequel or a special? For there might be some more...specials/sequels, whatever it is xD Definitely something after The Line Between Destiny And Chance. Hope, you like it :) And HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUNGMIN ♥
"SiWonnie, what about this?" HeeChul asked with a bright smile. SiWon came running toward HeeChul, observing the piece his boyfriend was holding in his hands.
It was a little pink shirt with a picture of a beautiful flower. SiWon smiled approvingly. "That's cute. But you do know, it will be a boy, right? And I'm not sure if he will like it...in pink...with a flower," he stated with a chuckle.
HeeChul sighed. "Yeah, but isn't it cute? I want to buy it for Chin-Sunnie in her size if we find it, okay?"
SiWon nodded. "Alright. We'll do that," he said and they looked through the shirts, finally even finding one in Chin-Sun's size. "This!" HeeChul exclaimed and SiWon nodded. "Right. It really is cute. Chin-Sunnie surely will like it."
"Yes. But SiWonnie, we actually wanted to look for clothes for him," HeeChul remembered them and SiWon laughed. "Oh, yes, sorry, Chullie. So, let's look over there," he said and pointed to a different direction where many clothes for babies were.
HeeChul agreed and they went over there, searching for some cute clothes for their child.
HeeChul grinned happily. He would give birth soon. His stomach was already quite big and because he felt uncomfortable to go out of their home now, SiWon had even bought him a big sweater, bigger than his, for HeeChul to hid his bulge and even now, it was working alright. HeeChul felt comfortable again, although many people thought of him as fat right now.
"What about these trousers?" SiWon asked with a smiling face. Ever since HeeChul had shown him their child on a photo he had gotten from his doctor, and on which they could recognize the little child's limbs, SiWon was happier than ever and smiling continuously.
HeeChul chuckled. "God, SiWonnie, yes, these trousers are great, even though he can't wear them immediately. He needs sleepers first, you know."
"Yes, yes, I do know, but still...it's so cute!" SiWon stated, smiling to himself while staring at the piece of clothing he was holding right now.
"SiWon, please, stop it. I can't stand you smiling like a fool all the time!" HeeChul told him in exasperation, but SiWon ignored him.
"How about these sleepers then?" SiWon asked, showing HeeChul the thing, he just had found and decided was more than perfect for their son.
HeeChul agreed and SiWon almost bounced when he left to pay.
HeeChul sighed in exhaustion. He was already tired even though it was only midday by now. His daughter was with Kilian and Hana. She wanted to sleep there, so HeeChul and SiWon let her.
HeeChul looked at a mirror next to him. He hated the sight of him. He hated the sight of the bulge. He sighed once more, this time in depression, and slowly turned to go to SiWon.
But when he wanted to take a step, SiWon stood already in front of him with a big bag in his hand.
He smiled warmly. Obviously, he had calmed down and wasn't that hyped up anymore.
HeeChul returned the smile awkwardly and wanted to go past him, but SiWon held him back by his wrist.
"Chullie, don't be like that. I still know that you hadn't intended to get pregnant. I know it. But please be happy now, okay? This is our child!" SiWon told him quietly, letting his hand run down to intertwine their fingers.
HeeChul nodded shortly, before making another attempt to leave the shop.
SiWon didn't let him, but looked at his eyes.
HeeChul sighed. "Yes, SiWon," he spoke out, rolling his eyes, and finally, SiWon allowed them to leave the shop.
They went along the street.
SiWon was happily humming a melody, but HeeChul couldn't help but feel annoyed. He couldn't understand it himself. It was probably because he was so tired. His back was aching. Actually, every bone in his body did, and he just wanted to lie down and sleep for the next few days.
Also, the fact, that this all was only because SiWon got him pregnant, was making it even worse. HeeChul had already decided for himself that he liked having a child from SiWon, but with these circumstances, HeeChul hated it. Besides, he was still so young.
And what HeeChul was thinking about, he voiced out. "Fuck, SiWon, I hate you for this. It's all your fault!"
SiWon was surprised at first, but then looked down at HeeChul. "Huh? What is my fault?"
"This," HeeChul stated, gesturing to his stomach.
SiWon frowned. "Our child?" he asked in confusion.
HeeChul groaned in frustration. "Yes, damn! It's all your fault! I did want to be pregnant, SiWon! I HATE YOU!" he yelled the last part.
SiWon was indeed hurt by HeeChul's shouting, but he knew, HeeChul was just overworked. "You're tired, Chullie. When we arrive home, you can lie down and sleep a while, okay?" he suggested, forcing a fake smile, because inside, pain was piercing his heart.
HeeChul pouted, then sighed and then gripped onto SiWon's arm tightly, holding himself up.
SiWon looked at him in concern, loosened the grip HeeChul had on him, and took HeeChul into his arms, pressing him carefully against his chest. "I know, you're probably tired. I'll take you home now, okay?"
HeeChul nodded against SiWon's skin, before they eventually let go of each other to walk home.
SiWon immediately helped HeeChul lie down on the couch, because HeeChul refused to go to their bedroom, even though it were only a few steps more anyway.
"Rest a little, Chullie. And please, don't always blame me for the child. Don't you want it...even a little?" SiWon asked sadly, hovering over HeeChul.
HeeChul sighed. "I'm so sorry, SiWonnie," he whispered, wrapping his arms around the other's neck and pulling him down for a sweet kiss.
After they broke the kiss, HeeChul sank back into the couch and quickly fell asleep.
SiWon sat down in front of him and just watched. He carefully put a blanket over his lover's body, before he stood up and went to change his clothes for he had to leave for work. He hated leaving HeeChul all by himself these weeks, but he had to work, because somehow they had to earn money to live.
SiWon quickly wrote a small note for HeeChul, informing him that he was at work, but would return as soon as possible, and then left.
SiWon was working in an office, but because he didn't want to leave HeeChul on his own for too long, he made sure that all his work was done when he had free time, so he didn't need to do much in his office and thus, was able to go home earlier. He had even talked with his boss about it and he agreed, regarding SiWon expecting a child with his family. Though he hadn't told his boss about being gay and having his boyfriend give birth to a child.
It was only quarter past 4 when SiWon returned home.
HeeChul was sitting on the couch, awake, and watching tv.
SiWon chuckled and the sight of his boyfriend. He couldn't help but think that he was still quite sexy in his opinion and that he adored him so much.
"I'm home," he announced and approached HeeChul, kissing him deeply.
"Hey," HeeChul said softly, pecking SiWon's lips once again, before he could pull away fully.
"How are you? Have you slept well?" SiWon asked and HeeChul nodded, smiling a small, but content smile. "Yes. How was work? You are already back...so early."
"I know. I finished my work already," SiWon told him with a smile as well.
"Don't come home early. I don't want you to lose your job because you are barely there," HeeChul stated in concern, reaching for SiWon's hand to hold.
SiWon smiled at him reassuringly. "You know, I talked with my boss about it and it's okay for him, as long as I finish my work," he explained and HeeChul nodded.
Suddenly, the phone rang. HeeChul wanted to stand up, but SiWon pushed him gently back to sit on the couch and went to answer the phone himself.
HeeChul chuckled. SiWon was always so caring for him, especially now, and it made him feel so loved and happy.
"Yes, he's here. Wait a little," SiWon said into the phone before he handed it over to HeeChul.
"Hello?" HeeChul asked while SiWon sat down next to him, taking his free hand in his.
"Hey, HeeChul. It's me, KiBum. How are you?" HeeChul's friend asked on the other line.
HeeChul smiled. "Hi, KiBum. I'm fine. And you? How about MinJee? Are you two still that happy?" he asked in curiosity. Meanwhile, SiWon put his head carefully on HeeChul's lap and started to play with the other's fingers.
HeeChul smiled down at him, while listening to KiBum's answer. "Yes, we're both fine. Now, she wants a baby as well. I instantly told her no," KiBum told HeeChul, laughing slightly. "I still too young anyway, and not interested in having children. But the reason I called, is to know about you. You'll give birth soon, right?"
HeeChul nodded to himself. "I guess so," he answered and met eyes with SiWon. SiWon let go of HeeChul's fingers, put them on his chest, and then pulled the sweater carefully up to reveal the big bulge.
"So SiWon, Chin-Sun and the child are fine, too?" KiBum wanted to know.
"Yes, everyone's fine," HeeChul replied. He chuckled quietly when he felt first SiWon's fingers gently caressing his exposed skin, and then his boyfriend's tongue licking there.
"That's good. Take good care of yourself, HeeChul. I hope, there won't be any problems and call me as soon as you can when you have your child, alright?" KiBum said and HeeChul agreed. "Yes, don't worry," he stated and his free hand slowly ran up and down SiWon's muscular chest.
"Bye," KiBum said and hung up.
HeeChul put the phone away and looked down at his boyfriend.
"SiWonnie," he murmured, almost whining, and pulled at his shirt as a sign for him to sit up.
SiWon complied. "Why has he called?"
HeeChul sighed happily. "Just wanted to know about my condition and how we are," he explained.
SiWon nodded understandingly. "We are fine, right?" he asked then, and HeeChul laughed, but nodded. "Of course," he said and kissed SiWon deeply, while the other one was still caressing his stomach gently.
"SiWonnie...do you think I'm fat?" HeeChul suddenly asked in insecurety and SiWon almost chocked. "What? No! Of course not! On the contrary. I think you're sexy, Chullie," SiWon told him and kissed him deeply, while his hand roamed over HeeChul's body, feeling every inch of him.
HeeChul looked at him suspiciously, but wasn't able to say anything, for SiWon kept their lips locked.
"Soon, we'll have another child," SiWon eventually said, lost in thoughts.
HeeChul nodded.
"You'll be happy as well, Chullie, right?" SiWon asked, almost doubtfully, but HeeChul nodded. "I'm sorry for what I have said early. I really am so happy. But...SiWonnie...?"
"Hm?" SiWon looked at him questioningly and HeeChul continued. "I...I'm scared," HeeChul confessed slowly. "I already have child. I've been through this all already once before. SiWon...," HeeChul looked into SiWon's big and caring eyes. "I'm scared because it hurts. It hurts so much," he whispered quietly.
SiWon embraced him gently. "Don't worry. I'm there for you. I'll stay by your side. The pain will go away eventually, but it's worth it, isn't it? Look, Chin-Sunnie...you did great already. Chin-Sun is such a lovely kid, isn't she?" he asked HeeChul slowly, and the other one nodded. "Yeah, it is worth it...I guess...," he murmured and SiWon kissed him to make him calm down.
"Everything will be fine. Don't worry," he only said.
HeeChul nodded and suggested to go to bed.
SiWon agreed, and because they were both tired from all these hectic weeks, and even months, and Chin-Sun wasn't there to take care of right now, they just snuggled closer to each other in their shared bed and fell asleep together.