Title: The Line Between Destiny And Chance
Pairing/Characters: HeeChul-centric, SiChul, broken!KyuMin, past!LeeTeuk/OC, KiBum/OC, YeSung, RyeoWook
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Mpreg
Disclaimer I don't own them.
Summary: SiWon decided to take good care of HeeChul and his daughter, but he doesn't know what will come with that, so will he be able to keep his promise over the time?
---[24 - WEDNESDAY]
SiWon was nervous, maybe also a little bit excited, HeeChul couldn't tell exactly. He was running around, checking on everything before they would go to the wedding as if he was getting married.
"SiWonnie, calm down. It's not like you getting married anyway," HeeChul reminded him with a sigh and SiWon nodded reluctantly. "I know...," he murmured but kept on running around.
"Aish, SiWon, you make me crazy with this. And our child isn't quite happy about your behavior as well," HeeChul mentioned and SiWon rushed to his side immedaitely. "Oh, I'm sorry. Are you two okay? Does your tummy hurt? Do you want to rest? We don't have to go if you aren't feeling well," SiWon kept on talking until HeeChul hit him lightly. "Shut up. We're fine. I'm going to pick Chin-Sunnie up now," HeeChul decided and turned to leave.
"Wait! I won't let you leave on your own. It might happen something bad. You might get hurt. I'm going with you," SiWon announced and soon, he was by HeeChul's side, taking his hand and almost trying to help him walk what wasn't exactly necessary because HeeChul was fine.
"SiWon. Listen. I. Am. Fine. Let go of me. I won't just fall or anything. It's not even that long yet. Just come and please, stay calm," HeeChul said and SiWon eventually nodded.
"Alright," he agreed and HeeChul smiled at him and squeezed his hand briefly to thank him.
They picked Chin-Sun up at school and rushed home to change.
"How was school?" HeeChul asked his daughter while they were walking to the church.
"Great. I told Kilian and Hana that I'll go with them tomorrow, okay?" the little girl answered and HeeChul nodded. "Yes."
"Appa and Umma look funny," Chin-Sun suddenly stated after observing the two boys with a frown. She probably had never seen them in suits yet.
"We look funny?" SiWon repeated in amusement and Chin-Sun nodded. "Yes," she answered and HeeChul smiled at her. She was such a sweet girl and the dress they had bought when they had been on vacation was so beautiful. Chin-Sun was so cute, HeeChul and SiWon both thought with a smile on their faces.
Soon, they reached the church. There were already many people around, dressed in noble clothes.
"Chin-Sun, don't call me Umma. And don't call him Appa as long as we are here," HeeChul said while pointing at himself and afterwards at SiWon next to him.
"Just call me Appa, alright?" HeeChul told his daughter who just blinked while staring at him. "Why,...Appa?" she asked him with big eyes.
SiWon looked a little confused as well.
"SiWon is our friend, okay?" HeeChul announced and slowly, Chin-Sun and SiWon nodded as well after staring at each other for a moment.
HeeChul smiled. "Good. So then, let's go," he said and went in with the two others.
As always on a wedding, they gave some money, SiWon's money, got some tickets for later on and then went to sit down, waiting for KiBum and MinJee.
"HeeChul," KiBum called when he finally came towards them with a big smile. "You are here," he said. "Ah, I'm really nervous," he admitted and chuckled. HeeChul laughed along with him while SiWon and Chin-Sun just listened to their conversation.
KiBum looked really handsome and MinJee was more than beautiful in her wedding dress.
HeeChul saw SiWon staring at her but didn't thought anything about it.
The ceremony was quickly over and everyone was going for the food.
HeeChul had forgotten all his worries because MinJee appeared to be a very nice girl. She and KiBum were a great couple even though SiWon didn't seem to share HeeChul's opinion. SiWon was still more than concerned. He hadn't forgiven MinJee.
But it was KiBum's wedding. Who was he to interfere and say his opinion on something like that? So SiWon kept quiet. But there was another thing that made him upset. He wondered why HeeChul treated him like some little sibling he had to take care of but didn't want to.
SiWon didn't say anything for the whole time, but HeeChul seemed to ignore him anyway because he was talking with KiBum for most of the time, and if he wasn't talking with his friend, he was talking to his daughter. SiWon wondered if he had done anything wrong but couldn't remember.
HeeChul enjoyed the day and when it was finally over and he was going home with SiWon and Chin-Sun, he smiled.
But soon, his smile faded. He kept on thinking about his future and the child and everything that happened.
Chin-Sun was happily walking by his hand. "Appa, MinJee looked beautiful, right?" she asked with a smile, expecting HeeChul to agree, so he did. "Of course she did. It was her wedding after all."
Chin-Sun nodded and yawned. "I want to look like her when I get married," she announced and HeeChul chuckled. "You'll be even more beautiful, baby girl," he told her and squeezed her hand briefly.
"Appa, I'm tired," she then said and HeeChul laughed. "I know it's already late. We'll be home soon and then you can go to bed, okay?" he suggested and the little girl nodded while still finding the energy to jump up and down with a grin.
HeeChul sighed satisfied and looked on their way. It was slowly getting dark.
They didn't need long to reach SiWon's house and HeeChul immediately started to help Chin-Sun get ready for bed. They didn't need to eat because they already did back at the wedding ceremony.
When HeeChul came back to SiWon's room, his boyfriend wasn't there. HeeChul thought about looking after him, but he really felt tired, so he just changed into his pajamas and then crawled under the blanket.
He smiled but when he laid his hands on his stomach just for thinking, he remembered his child and his smile faded. Of course, he was happy by now but he was still afraid of all the bad things that could happen. Was he even ready for another child? It was only SiWon's fault. He had seduced him. But HeeChul couldn't deny how good it had felt. He probably would do it again, but this time surely with protection.
Someone knocked at the door. "Can I come in?" SiWon's voice was heard.
"Of course you can. This is your room after all," HeeChul answered with a chuckle.
So SiWon opened the door, came in and then closed it again.
HeeChul raised his eyebrows in curiosity.
"Can you sleep by yourself tonight?" SiWon asked, not even bothering to take a step closer towards the bed although he was shivering from the cold air.
"Don't you want to stay in here with me?" HeeChul asked back with a pout. He wondered why SiWon was like that.
"It's not that...I mean...uh...," SiWon stuttered, obviously not knowing what to answer.
HeeChul smiled at him and made room for SiWon to lay down next to him.
SiWon didn't move.
HeeChul observed him. His smile had gone. He was confused and finally stood up to take the steps towards SiWon if the other wouldn't come.
HeeChul hesitated for a short moment before he took SiWon's hand in his and led him to the bed. He pulled SiWon down with him and they lay down next to each other under the warm blanket.
SiWon didn't say anything, so HeeChul was the first to open his mouth after a few minutes. "Is something wrong?"
"...No." SiWon kept on staring at the ceiling.
"Shut up and tell me," HeeChul demanded and SiWon chuckled slightly, still avoiding the other's eyes nonetheless. "What? I should shut up and tell you what is bothering me at the same time?"
"Fuck you," HeeChul muttered. "I didn't mean it like that."
"I know," was SiWon's simple answer.
"So?" HeeChul asked and turned to lie on his back and stare at the ceiling just like SiWon next to him.
"So what?" he asked back.
"What is bothering you?" HeeChul wanted to know.
"I was wondering why you said that on the wedding. Are you ashamed of us?" SiWon asked eventually. Both were not looking at each other. It was as if they would have just an ordinary conversation.
"I'm not. I just...Wouldn't it be strange if there is a wedding and we are there as a couple? I mean, they are getting married as a man and woman and then...us and even with a kid?" HeeChul asked, not sure how to put it but SiWon understood what he wanted to say with it. "It's okay."
"Didn't we agree to tell your parents today?" HeeChul suddenly remembered and finally turned to meet eyes with SiWon.
"Too late," he quickly announced and pecked HeeChul's lips with a smile.
HeeChul smiled back at seeing SiWon happy once again.
"Tomorrow, alright?" he asked.
SiWon reluctantly agreed. "We have to?"
"Yes," HeeChul immediately said and so, SiWon nodded. "Fine, you do."
"I won't. We do it. Also, that are your parents we will talk to," HeeChul told SiWon who sighed. "I know."
"Promise me we'll do it tomorrow," HeeChul demanded and so, SiWon was forced to nod. "I promise."
"Good night," HeeChul said softly with a content smile on his face and reached for SiWon's hand.
SiWon smiled again. "Good night," he murmured back and both closed their eyes, still holding onto each other's hand tightly.