Precious, Comfortable, Loved [HanChul]
title: Precious, Comfortable, Loved
pairing: HanChul
rating: PG
disclaimer: dont own anyone, just the story
summary: What happens when HanGeng comes back to visit Super Junior and HeeChul?
notes: sequel to Lonely, Forgotten, Lost. It's for manaka0907 who wanted a sequel with the day when HanGeng comes to Korea to visit Super Junior. So hope you like it ;)
The next week had past slowly but today was finally the day. HanGeng would come to visit them.
"Hyung, please stop that," DongHae demanded while playing PS3 with KyuHyun. HeeChul jumped almost up and down and talked nonstop about HanGeng being his and would only allow everyone to greet him. After that HanGeng would be his for the rest of the day and what they coul do together.
"Hyung," whined KyuHyun who also was unlucky enough to be in the same room as HeeChul. "We greet him quickly and then you can take him with you. Hm?"
"Yes," exclaimed HeeChul. He was so excited about seeing his HanGeng again after all this month of suffering because of him. "Ahhhh, he's on his way!!!" he screamed happily after he took a look at his cell phone. LeeTeuk had texted him. He picked HanGeng up at the airport. "He's coming, he's coming!!"
That was so not like HeeChul, but at least he wasn't unhappy and sad all the time anymore. It was annyoing but still easier to handle than a depressed and frustrated HeeChul.
The next minutes passed way to slow for HeeChul's liking. After a while someone opened the front door with a key. LeeTeuk was back with HanGeng.
"We're home," he said and immadiately everyone ran to the door.
"Hannie!" "HanGeng!" Much shouting was heard.
HeeChul was excited too, but he forced himself to wait until his members had calmed down. After seeing HeeChul there annoyed, they all disapperead quickly, leaving HanGeng alone with HeeChul.
HanGeng smiled and HeeChul forgot all the tears he had cried because of the chinese man. Step by step he came towards the younger. At first, he stared only at his beautiful, shining eyes. And in the next moment, he hugged HanGeng tightly.
"I missed you," he whispered quietly in his ear.
"...Me, too, Hyung."
HeeChul released him and his hands went down to hold HanGeng's. They looked at each other. Both felt so many emotions in themselves. Undescribable.
"Let'S go," HeeChul finally said.
"To where?"
"The park," he answered.
Both went outside to that place. No one spoke. After going around and enjoying the sun and the nature, HeeChul broke the silence. "So? How have you been? There...in China...?"
"Fine," HanGeng replied simply.
"Oh, good to hear..."
"Hmhmm."
"And what have you done the past months?"
"Nothing interesting. Mostly being with my family and hanging out with my friends. I've missed them all so much and now I could finally spent time with them again," HanGeng explained.
HeeChul nodded. "So you had much fun I suppose?"
"Hmhmm."
"Tell me more. What exactly have you done the whole time?"
"Nothing special," HanGeng replied. He looked to the ground and HeeChul wondered if something had happened and why HanGeng acted so passive.
"So you spent more time with your family?"
"Hmhmm."
"...I'm happy for you," said HeeChul with a small smile. He didn't knew how how he should act now. HanGeng seemed like he didn't want to talk to him at all. He was so unlike himself. Not like before. HeeChul didn't feel comfortable like the times before.
So HeeChul just stopped walking to take a closer look of the chinese man.
HanGeng realized it and stopped, too. Looking questioningly at his Hyung.
HeeChul compared HanGeng now to him before he left. HanGeng had definitely changed. He wondered if he had missed him. If he had cried, too. Or if he just lived his life happily.
HanGeng raised an eyebrow after some time when HeeChul still hadn't sproken. "So?" he asked eventually.
"You've changed," HeeChul stated.
"Hm? What do you mean?" HanGeng was quiet confused.
"You aren't like before. You are so distant."
"Hm." To that, HanGeng just shrugged.
"Did anything happen in China?"
"No, nothing."
"What is it then? HanGeng, why won'T you tell me?" HeeChul wanted to know. He couldn't recognize his best friend. He even was afraid to use his nickname or something. So he just said his real name. He couldn't understand what had happened.
HanGeng took his time to reply. He looked at HeeChul. At his body. His face. His eyes.
HeeChul felt nervous when HanGeng suddenly smiled. He gently ran his hand through his Hyung's hair, down his cheeks to his lips.
"It's just...I missed you so much," he whispered eventually. "I felt so bad because I left you. It made me so upset to see you so sad in all the shows and interviews I watched. You pretended to be happy. You pretended to be okay. But I saw it in your eyes that it was a lie."
HeeChul stared at him. He didn't know what to say or how to react.
"I-I...I didn't knew how to face you after I had caused you so much pain. Maybe you hated me now for leaving. Maybe you were over me and don't want to see me ever again. Maybe you-"
"Stop," HeeChul whispered and embraced HanGeng. "Stop," he repeated. "It's enough. Don't you know? You were completly wrong. Or else why had LeeTeuk called you when I wouldn't want you anymore?"
HanGeng stayed silent for a while before he slowly replied while looking down. "He hasn't called me. I called him."
HeeChul was surprised. "You?" He had thought ,LeeTeuk had called HanGeng after seeing HeeChul so depressed for the last months.
"I'm sorry," HanGeng said quietly.
"You should be. Do you know how I really felt the passed months? I felt so...liveless and empty, without you here."
"Oh, Hyung, since when are you like that?" HanGeng asked smiling.
HeeChul pouted. How could HanGeng laugh at him?
"I love you," the chinese man told him finally, but HeeChul didn't respond. Instead he grinned and kissed him on his lips. The kiss was deep with the meaning of 'I-love-you-too'.
Both were completly happy at this moment.
"Hyung...please don't be mad. I don't want this either, but I've to go back to China very soon. But don't worry, I'll come back for you again," told HanGeng after he broke the kiss.
HeeChul didn'T know how he should feel. He didn't want him to go again. But he knew there is no other choice. It made him sad. But on the other hand he was happy to know that HanGeng will always come back and be with him and cry with him when he missed the other. He would be there for him.
"Always together forever," whispered HanGeng quietly, maybe more to himself, but his Hyung still heart it. It was cheesy, but he liked it anyway.
Now HeeChul didn't felt lonely or forgotten or lost anymore.
He felt happy.
Precious, comfortable, loved.
~~~~~
The day where HanGeng went back to China came too fast for everyone.
HanGeng hugged the members tightly and left for the plane. HeeChul smiled weak.
"Hyung, please don't be depressed now. Please!!" RyeoWook whined after he couldn't see the chinese man anymore.
HeeChul raised an eyebrow. "I'm not depressed," he said, confused about RyeoWook's statement.
"You're not?" YeSung asked surprised.
"No, why should I anyway?" replied HeeChul with a shrug.
"But-?...Are you happy that he's gone?" SiWon was clueless about his Hyung's behavior now after he had been sad for months when HanGeng had left the first time.
HeeChul looked sceptically at him then answered with a pout. "Of course not. I miss him even now even though he had left just minutes ago." For a short moment, HeeChul looked to the ground and seemed to be upset again, but then he looked up with a proud smile. "He promised me to come back soon."
And for HanGeng, HeeChul could wait. Not upset but happy this time.
AN: So the sequel. Im sorry i havent written much of the day...it took me so long to even write this....a lesson (teacher's sick ^.^) and like 2 hours now in the afternoon because i wasnt really happy with this, and im still not that happy. but i dont know...xD so please comment and thanks for reading :)
pairing: HanChul
rating: PG
disclaimer: dont own anyone, just the story
summary: What happens when HanGeng comes back to visit Super Junior and HeeChul?
notes: sequel to Lonely, Forgotten, Lost. It's for manaka0907 who wanted a sequel with the day when HanGeng comes to Korea to visit Super Junior. So hope you like it ;)
The next week had past slowly but today was finally the day. HanGeng would come to visit them.
"Hyung, please stop that," DongHae demanded while playing PS3 with KyuHyun. HeeChul jumped almost up and down and talked nonstop about HanGeng being his and would only allow everyone to greet him. After that HanGeng would be his for the rest of the day and what they coul do together.
"Hyung," whined KyuHyun who also was unlucky enough to be in the same room as HeeChul. "We greet him quickly and then you can take him with you. Hm?"
"Yes," exclaimed HeeChul. He was so excited about seeing his HanGeng again after all this month of suffering because of him. "Ahhhh, he's on his way!!!" he screamed happily after he took a look at his cell phone. LeeTeuk had texted him. He picked HanGeng up at the airport. "He's coming, he's coming!!"
That was so not like HeeChul, but at least he wasn't unhappy and sad all the time anymore. It was annyoing but still easier to handle than a depressed and frustrated HeeChul.
The next minutes passed way to slow for HeeChul's liking. After a while someone opened the front door with a key. LeeTeuk was back with HanGeng.
"We're home," he said and immadiately everyone ran to the door.
"Hannie!" "HanGeng!" Much shouting was heard.
HeeChul was excited too, but he forced himself to wait until his members had calmed down. After seeing HeeChul there annoyed, they all disapperead quickly, leaving HanGeng alone with HeeChul.
HanGeng smiled and HeeChul forgot all the tears he had cried because of the chinese man. Step by step he came towards the younger. At first, he stared only at his beautiful, shining eyes. And in the next moment, he hugged HanGeng tightly.
"I missed you," he whispered quietly in his ear.
"...Me, too, Hyung."
HeeChul released him and his hands went down to hold HanGeng's. They looked at each other. Both felt so many emotions in themselves. Undescribable.
"Let'S go," HeeChul finally said.
"To where?"
"The park," he answered.
Both went outside to that place. No one spoke. After going around and enjoying the sun and the nature, HeeChul broke the silence. "So? How have you been? There...in China...?"
"Fine," HanGeng replied simply.
"Oh, good to hear..."
"Hmhmm."
"And what have you done the past months?"
"Nothing interesting. Mostly being with my family and hanging out with my friends. I've missed them all so much and now I could finally spent time with them again," HanGeng explained.
HeeChul nodded. "So you had much fun I suppose?"
"Hmhmm."
"Tell me more. What exactly have you done the whole time?"
"Nothing special," HanGeng replied. He looked to the ground and HeeChul wondered if something had happened and why HanGeng acted so passive.
"So you spent more time with your family?"
"Hmhmm."
"...I'm happy for you," said HeeChul with a small smile. He didn't knew how how he should act now. HanGeng seemed like he didn't want to talk to him at all. He was so unlike himself. Not like before. HeeChul didn't feel comfortable like the times before.
So HeeChul just stopped walking to take a closer look of the chinese man.
HanGeng realized it and stopped, too. Looking questioningly at his Hyung.
HeeChul compared HanGeng now to him before he left. HanGeng had definitely changed. He wondered if he had missed him. If he had cried, too. Or if he just lived his life happily.
HanGeng raised an eyebrow after some time when HeeChul still hadn't sproken. "So?" he asked eventually.
"You've changed," HeeChul stated.
"Hm? What do you mean?" HanGeng was quiet confused.
"You aren't like before. You are so distant."
"Hm." To that, HanGeng just shrugged.
"Did anything happen in China?"
"No, nothing."
"What is it then? HanGeng, why won'T you tell me?" HeeChul wanted to know. He couldn't recognize his best friend. He even was afraid to use his nickname or something. So he just said his real name. He couldn't understand what had happened.
HanGeng took his time to reply. He looked at HeeChul. At his body. His face. His eyes.
HeeChul felt nervous when HanGeng suddenly smiled. He gently ran his hand through his Hyung's hair, down his cheeks to his lips.
"It's just...I missed you so much," he whispered eventually. "I felt so bad because I left you. It made me so upset to see you so sad in all the shows and interviews I watched. You pretended to be happy. You pretended to be okay. But I saw it in your eyes that it was a lie."
HeeChul stared at him. He didn't know what to say or how to react.
"I-I...I didn't knew how to face you after I had caused you so much pain. Maybe you hated me now for leaving. Maybe you were over me and don't want to see me ever again. Maybe you-"
"Stop," HeeChul whispered and embraced HanGeng. "Stop," he repeated. "It's enough. Don't you know? You were completly wrong. Or else why had LeeTeuk called you when I wouldn't want you anymore?"
HanGeng stayed silent for a while before he slowly replied while looking down. "He hasn't called me. I called him."
HeeChul was surprised. "You?" He had thought ,LeeTeuk had called HanGeng after seeing HeeChul so depressed for the last months.
"I'm sorry," HanGeng said quietly.
"You should be. Do you know how I really felt the passed months? I felt so...liveless and empty, without you here."
"Oh, Hyung, since when are you like that?" HanGeng asked smiling.
HeeChul pouted. How could HanGeng laugh at him?
"I love you," the chinese man told him finally, but HeeChul didn't respond. Instead he grinned and kissed him on his lips. The kiss was deep with the meaning of 'I-love-you-too'.
Both were completly happy at this moment.
"Hyung...please don't be mad. I don't want this either, but I've to go back to China very soon. But don't worry, I'll come back for you again," told HanGeng after he broke the kiss.
HeeChul didn'T know how he should feel. He didn't want him to go again. But he knew there is no other choice. It made him sad. But on the other hand he was happy to know that HanGeng will always come back and be with him and cry with him when he missed the other. He would be there for him.
"Always together forever," whispered HanGeng quietly, maybe more to himself, but his Hyung still heart it. It was cheesy, but he liked it anyway.
Now HeeChul didn't felt lonely or forgotten or lost anymore.
He felt happy.
Precious, comfortable, loved.
~~~~~
The day where HanGeng went back to China came too fast for everyone.
HanGeng hugged the members tightly and left for the plane. HeeChul smiled weak.
"Hyung, please don't be depressed now. Please!!" RyeoWook whined after he couldn't see the chinese man anymore.
HeeChul raised an eyebrow. "I'm not depressed," he said, confused about RyeoWook's statement.
"You're not?" YeSung asked surprised.
"No, why should I anyway?" replied HeeChul with a shrug.
"But-?...Are you happy that he's gone?" SiWon was clueless about his Hyung's behavior now after he had been sad for months when HanGeng had left the first time.
HeeChul looked sceptically at him then answered with a pout. "Of course not. I miss him even now even though he had left just minutes ago." For a short moment, HeeChul looked to the ground and seemed to be upset again, but then he looked up with a proud smile. "He promised me to come back soon."
And for HanGeng, HeeChul could wait. Not upset but happy this time.
AN: So the sequel. Im sorry i havent written much of the day...it took me so long to even write this....a lesson (teacher's sick ^.^) and like 2 hours now in the afternoon because i wasnt really happy with this, and im still not that happy. but i dont know...xD so please comment and thanks for reading :)