I'll Shine For You [JongKey] [final]
title: I'll Shine For You [final]
pairing: JongKey
rating: ehm....PG-13?
genre: mostly angst, romance etc.
disclaimer: sadly i don't own anyone of them... >.<
warning: character death
summary Jonghyun and Key are happy in love, but then something unexpected happened...? can't really summarize it sorry...
notes: okay final part. enjoy :)
"Honey, how are you?" my mum asked when she noticed i was awake.
"Fine, mum."
She and my father sat at the edge of my bed and looked at my chest. I followed their gaze. Now I remembered again. I should get a new heart. Worried, I looked to the place where my heart was beating.
"The doctor said, your body already accepted the heart. It's how it was supposed to be now," explained my father.
I nodded relieved and picked my cell phone from the samll table next to me. I was shocked when I saw the date. I got the surgery a few days ago. Did I really wake up just now? I had wanted to call Jonghyun. He had sent me two textings.
'Key, do you still love me?' said the first.
What is that for a question? Of course, I still love him and will forever.
The second was 'I, for my part, love you more than everything else. Even more than myself. I'll love you forever. Don't give up.'
I didn't knew why, but suddenly my cheeks went wet, I was crying.
"What's wrong?" asked my mother confused.
I shook my head with a smile. "Nothing, it's fine."
I immadiately tried to call Jonghyun, but his cell phone was off. I sighed. I was a little worried, but I knew him good enough to know that he always forgets to recharge his battery. I smiled at this memory. But why now when I finally could call him?
"Honey, you aren't allowed to have your cell phone here. It's not good for your heart. Please give it to me." I wanted to protest but my mum already took my phone.
Then she gently caressed my face.
"Are you hungry? Or thirsty?"
I shook my head no. It was weird but I didn't need anything like that now. I need Jonghyun.
"Rest well, my son," my father told me and I put the blanket higher over my body.
---
A month had past.
My parents still had my cell phone, but even I had forgotten about that. I haven't heard anything from Jonghyun. How could I? He couldn't contact me without me having my cell phone. In a few days, I finally would come back to Seoul.
I missed Jonghyun so much.
"Key, come on."
I walked with my parents around the park of the hospital.
"Is everything's alright?" asked my mum worriedly.
I nodded with a smile.
Every single day, I looked at the photo of me and him. I always had it with me. It was taken a year ago. Back then was everything okay. And soon it would be like that again.
---
"Are you happy?"
I nodded excited. "Yes."
Today was the day I would return to Seoul. Finally, after this long time, I would see all my friends again and especially my big love.
I was so happy and excited. Already on the flight, I was so nervous. And now we stepped onto korean ground. I was overjoyed.
---
Where was Jonghyun? I had looked at his home but no one seems to be there. Has he moved?
Cluelessly I hurried along the road on the way to the park. There we always had met.
On the way to that place I run into Onew, a friend of me and Jonghyun.
"Hey, Key." He greeted, but before he could say something more, I interrupted. "Have you seen Jonghyun?"
He shook his head in confusion. "Why?"
I didn't had time to explain so I just run away. I had to find Jonghyun. I had to tell me that he was right. That I had survived.
---
Two days had passed and I still haven't found him. I had searched the whole town. I was so worried. But in the end I didn't found him.
I had asked all my friends, but they didn't know either or said something really confusing, what I didn't really got then and there.
I had a bad feeling. My heart was beating faster. Where was he? Had something happened?
I was so happy when my body accepted my heart, but how am I supposed to be still that happy when Jonghyun isn't here with me?
I missed him so much.
Damn, where the hell did he go?
After I came back home in the evening, I went to my mother. She knew his family, why haven't I asked her before? Maybe she knew.
"Mum?"
"What'S wrong, honey?"
"Do you know where Jonghyun is?"
"What? Ehm...no, sorry, I don't know."
I sighed. I was so frustrated, I went to my father. I knew, he probably couldn't know, but what did I had to lose? I asked every one else already.
"Dad?"
"Yes, Key?" he replied while sitting on on his desk working.
I nodded slowly, sadly. "Where is Jonghyun?"
My father sighed and breathed slowly in and out before he answered quietly. But I could hear everything.
"Don't you know who has given you that heart?"
I was shocked. It was as if the world suddelny stopped around me.
"M-my heart...from...-what?" I stuttered trembling.
---
It was dark. Late at night. And I was sitting outside alone under a tree in the park, where we used to be.
I couldn't stop my tears.
My request to the shooting star was fulfilled. But that still wasn't what I had wanted. I had wanted to live because then I could live with Jonghyun.
I still had the promise I gave him to never give up. I wanted to keep that at least.
I wondered what Jonghyun wished for.
He wished for the same said a voice deep inside me.
When that was right, then came his wish true, too.
His heart was now beating in me. It was keeping me alive. This thought let me cry even more. Despreatly I looked up to the sky. To the stars.
He was now up there. He shone only for me. My best friend. My big love. My Jonghyun.
_______
AN: Okay that was it ^.^ i decided i write it in one piece ;)
Hope it isnt to sad and bad....especially the ending. So tell me what do you think? And Im really sorry I let Jjong die...>.< Hope you liked it at least a little.
pairing: JongKey
rating: ehm....PG-13?
genre: mostly angst, romance etc.
disclaimer: sadly i don't own anyone of them... >.<
warning: character death
summary Jonghyun and Key are happy in love, but then something unexpected happened...? can't really summarize it sorry...
notes: okay final part. enjoy :)
"Honey, how are you?" my mum asked when she noticed i was awake.
"Fine, mum."
She and my father sat at the edge of my bed and looked at my chest. I followed their gaze. Now I remembered again. I should get a new heart. Worried, I looked to the place where my heart was beating.
"The doctor said, your body already accepted the heart. It's how it was supposed to be now," explained my father.
I nodded relieved and picked my cell phone from the samll table next to me. I was shocked when I saw the date. I got the surgery a few days ago. Did I really wake up just now? I had wanted to call Jonghyun. He had sent me two textings.
'Key, do you still love me?' said the first.
What is that for a question? Of course, I still love him and will forever.
The second was 'I, for my part, love you more than everything else. Even more than myself. I'll love you forever. Don't give up.'
I didn't knew why, but suddenly my cheeks went wet, I was crying.
"What's wrong?" asked my mother confused.
I shook my head with a smile. "Nothing, it's fine."
I immadiately tried to call Jonghyun, but his cell phone was off. I sighed. I was a little worried, but I knew him good enough to know that he always forgets to recharge his battery. I smiled at this memory. But why now when I finally could call him?
"Honey, you aren't allowed to have your cell phone here. It's not good for your heart. Please give it to me." I wanted to protest but my mum already took my phone.
Then she gently caressed my face.
"Are you hungry? Or thirsty?"
I shook my head no. It was weird but I didn't need anything like that now. I need Jonghyun.
"Rest well, my son," my father told me and I put the blanket higher over my body.
---
A month had past.
My parents still had my cell phone, but even I had forgotten about that. I haven't heard anything from Jonghyun. How could I? He couldn't contact me without me having my cell phone. In a few days, I finally would come back to Seoul.
I missed Jonghyun so much.
"Key, come on."
I walked with my parents around the park of the hospital.
"Is everything's alright?" asked my mum worriedly.
I nodded with a smile.
Every single day, I looked at the photo of me and him. I always had it with me. It was taken a year ago. Back then was everything okay. And soon it would be like that again.
---
"Are you happy?"
I nodded excited. "Yes."
Today was the day I would return to Seoul. Finally, after this long time, I would see all my friends again and especially my big love.
I was so happy and excited. Already on the flight, I was so nervous. And now we stepped onto korean ground. I was overjoyed.
---
Where was Jonghyun? I had looked at his home but no one seems to be there. Has he moved?
Cluelessly I hurried along the road on the way to the park. There we always had met.
On the way to that place I run into Onew, a friend of me and Jonghyun.
"Hey, Key." He greeted, but before he could say something more, I interrupted. "Have you seen Jonghyun?"
He shook his head in confusion. "Why?"
I didn't had time to explain so I just run away. I had to find Jonghyun. I had to tell me that he was right. That I had survived.
---
Two days had passed and I still haven't found him. I had searched the whole town. I was so worried. But in the end I didn't found him.
I had asked all my friends, but they didn't know either or said something really confusing, what I didn't really got then and there.
I had a bad feeling. My heart was beating faster. Where was he? Had something happened?
I was so happy when my body accepted my heart, but how am I supposed to be still that happy when Jonghyun isn't here with me?
I missed him so much.
Damn, where the hell did he go?
After I came back home in the evening, I went to my mother. She knew his family, why haven't I asked her before? Maybe she knew.
"Mum?"
"What'S wrong, honey?"
"Do you know where Jonghyun is?"
"What? Ehm...no, sorry, I don't know."
I sighed. I was so frustrated, I went to my father. I knew, he probably couldn't know, but what did I had to lose? I asked every one else already.
"Dad?"
"Yes, Key?" he replied while sitting on on his desk working.
I nodded slowly, sadly. "Where is Jonghyun?"
My father sighed and breathed slowly in and out before he answered quietly. But I could hear everything.
"Don't you know who has given you that heart?"
I was shocked. It was as if the world suddelny stopped around me.
"M-my heart...from...-what?" I stuttered trembling.
---
It was dark. Late at night. And I was sitting outside alone under a tree in the park, where we used to be.
I couldn't stop my tears.
My request to the shooting star was fulfilled. But that still wasn't what I had wanted. I had wanted to live because then I could live with Jonghyun.
I still had the promise I gave him to never give up. I wanted to keep that at least.
I wondered what Jonghyun wished for.
He wished for the same said a voice deep inside me.
When that was right, then came his wish true, too.
His heart was now beating in me. It was keeping me alive. This thought let me cry even more. Despreatly I looked up to the sky. To the stars.
He was now up there. He shone only for me. My best friend. My big love. My Jonghyun.
_______
AN: Okay that was it ^.^ i decided i write it in one piece ;)
Hope it isnt to sad and bad....especially the ending. So tell me what do you think? And Im really sorry I let Jjong die...>.< Hope you liked it at least a little.