Falling [KangTeuk]
Title: Falling
Prompt: #001. Freefall
Pairing: KangTeuk
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I DONT OWN THEM.
Summary: KangIn is trapped in the room, in the world and in his body. He needs help. And after he waits long enough he receives it.
AN: I know I forget it to say at the beginning almost always but this time I dont: Written in KangIn's POV xDDD Yeah, i know really important to mention ^^
please enjoy and comments are loved so please comment :)
I'm falling.
I'm falling and I can't stop.
Please, someone, help me.
I'm trapped. In this room. In this world. In this body.
Is someone there to help me out of this? To safe me? To rescue me?
Maybe to stop this world from turning round and round? Maybe to get me out of this body?
To make me live again?
I sigh and turn around. Again and again like the world is turning over and over again.
I close my eyes. There is my angel that will safe me. I see it clearly in front of me and I feel hope raising up inside of me.
I open my eyes again.
Nothing.
It's away.
My angel is away. My hope is fading but one little sparkle of hope still remains.
I know it's a sign that my angel soon will come to me.
And I wait.
I'm patient. I'm patient since more than 1000 hours. More than 1000 days. More than 1000 weeks. I'm that patient since my whole life.
I waited from the start and I'm still waiting.
But this illusion tells me secretly that the day will come soon. The day when I can be free again.
So I can wait. I wait for this angel.
I listen to my heartbeat in the loud silence. It's still beating. A sign that I still live and I'll make it. That I'll be free again.
My heart beats slowly.
One beat.
And another.
I listen to it while I wait and close my eyes.
And in my ears it encreases. I hear it louder and clearer.
More beats.
Suddenly there isn't only my own heartbeat but another one from another person.
Though I didn't hear a door open there must be someone else.
I open my eyes slowly.
There it's standing.
There in front of me.
Smiling.
My angel.
And I smile back.
He's beautiful. More beautiful than you can ever imagine an angel could be.
I'm overwhelmed of his beauty.
My eyes shine. They shine with the destroyed sun that isn't there anymore.
His wings are big and brightly shining just like every other part of him.
His own eyes are beautiful. There are like a mirror. I can see myself in them. But that's not all. I can see the world as well as heaven.
He's noble and gentle and has a kind heart I can tell from just watching.
I never imagine my angel like this. I saw him many times in my illusion but I could never notice how he lookes like.
He hold his hand out for me without saying a word. But his whole body is telling me to take it.
I don't think twice and reach for it. Taking it.
His smaller hand closes around mine and it's undiscribable what I feel right now. This overwhelming feeling is much more than just happiness or hope.
He goes with me to the wall.
With his hand he reaches out for my eyes and I close them immediately. I think this is what he wants.
Then he led me further.
I know here's the wall. It must be here.
And I wait for the surface but I never meet it.
I just walk with him on my hand.
I wonder where we are. If we still are in this room. Because we walk straight ahead. I'm sure of that.
Still there's no wall.
"Open your eyes, KangIn," I hear his voice say to me, so I do so.
I'm confused. Where am I?
I fell something rush around me. But there is nothing. Or at least I can't see anything. I just feel it.
My angel is still holding my hand tightly. He makes me warm.
There's lightblue everywhere. It's a mixed lightblue. Mixed of the blue in the sky and in the ocean.
Though you say the ocean just reflects the blue of the sky.
It seems as if I'm trapped again. Trapped in this color.
Though somehow I feel free. Free with my angel.
I'm falling.
Still falling.
But this time I don't have to wait anymore.
I'm not falling alone. My angel is with me.
I'm not alone anymore. I know my angel won't leave me.
He'll never leave me. And I feel safe.
I'm falling but I'm not scared anymore. I'm falling with my angel together.
Prompt: #001. Freefall
Pairing: KangTeuk
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I DONT OWN THEM.
Summary: KangIn is trapped in the room, in the world and in his body. He needs help. And after he waits long enough he receives it.
AN: I know I forget it to say at the beginning almost always but this time I dont: Written in KangIn's POV xDDD Yeah, i know really important to mention ^^
please enjoy and comments are loved so please comment :)
I'm falling.
I'm falling and I can't stop.
Please, someone, help me.
I'm trapped. In this room. In this world. In this body.
Is someone there to help me out of this? To safe me? To rescue me?
Maybe to stop this world from turning round and round? Maybe to get me out of this body?
To make me live again?
I sigh and turn around. Again and again like the world is turning over and over again.
I close my eyes. There is my angel that will safe me. I see it clearly in front of me and I feel hope raising up inside of me.
I open my eyes again.
Nothing.
It's away.
My angel is away. My hope is fading but one little sparkle of hope still remains.
I know it's a sign that my angel soon will come to me.
And I wait.
I'm patient. I'm patient since more than 1000 hours. More than 1000 days. More than 1000 weeks. I'm that patient since my whole life.
I waited from the start and I'm still waiting.
But this illusion tells me secretly that the day will come soon. The day when I can be free again.
So I can wait. I wait for this angel.
I listen to my heartbeat in the loud silence. It's still beating. A sign that I still live and I'll make it. That I'll be free again.
My heart beats slowly.
One beat.
And another.
I listen to it while I wait and close my eyes.
And in my ears it encreases. I hear it louder and clearer.
More beats.
Suddenly there isn't only my own heartbeat but another one from another person.
Though I didn't hear a door open there must be someone else.
I open my eyes slowly.
There it's standing.
There in front of me.
Smiling.
My angel.
And I smile back.
He's beautiful. More beautiful than you can ever imagine an angel could be.
I'm overwhelmed of his beauty.
My eyes shine. They shine with the destroyed sun that isn't there anymore.
His wings are big and brightly shining just like every other part of him.
His own eyes are beautiful. There are like a mirror. I can see myself in them. But that's not all. I can see the world as well as heaven.
He's noble and gentle and has a kind heart I can tell from just watching.
I never imagine my angel like this. I saw him many times in my illusion but I could never notice how he lookes like.
He hold his hand out for me without saying a word. But his whole body is telling me to take it.
I don't think twice and reach for it. Taking it.
His smaller hand closes around mine and it's undiscribable what I feel right now. This overwhelming feeling is much more than just happiness or hope.
He goes with me to the wall.
With his hand he reaches out for my eyes and I close them immediately. I think this is what he wants.
Then he led me further.
I know here's the wall. It must be here.
And I wait for the surface but I never meet it.
I just walk with him on my hand.
I wonder where we are. If we still are in this room. Because we walk straight ahead. I'm sure of that.
Still there's no wall.
"Open your eyes, KangIn," I hear his voice say to me, so I do so.
I'm confused. Where am I?
I fell something rush around me. But there is nothing. Or at least I can't see anything. I just feel it.
My angel is still holding my hand tightly. He makes me warm.
There's lightblue everywhere. It's a mixed lightblue. Mixed of the blue in the sky and in the ocean.
Though you say the ocean just reflects the blue of the sky.
It seems as if I'm trapped again. Trapped in this color.
Though somehow I feel free. Free with my angel.
I'm falling.
Still falling.
But this time I don't have to wait anymore.
I'm not falling alone. My angel is with me.
I'm not alone anymore. I know my angel won't leave me.
He'll never leave me. And I feel safe.
I'm falling but I'm not scared anymore. I'm falling with my angel together.