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...as i walked into its placid, white, walls..i noticed that there was a cold silence around me. leaning forward i triggered the password of my future event, and toggled the knob just so that everything would be perfect. undressing, i leave myself compltely vulnerable to the world, and i step forth, throwing a thin curtain aside. steam encumbers my nostrils as a sensation washes over me that is very rare...i am relaxed. this is where i hide from my sins, and from the screams of society. the water pelts over my skin, massaging each pore, and penetrating the stress of the day. a slight sting encumbers my nerves as i did not fine tune things exactly as it should be...lazy and uncaring i leave the water running at too high a temperature. it truly doesnt matter, for as i pull my head under the stream of water before me, i feel myself transported away from all my problems, all my guilt, and all the bullshit piling up at my door. this is the only part of my day where i am alone, and safe from my surroundings. a small window glints the moons light down into the room, reminding me that this is only temporary. with quick movements, i end the charade that everything is fine, and my skin tingles as the cold air from outside the door finds its way to me. it was only ten minutes, but i almost feel as if the world has been reborn: or rather, me unto it.