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[blindtolive]

for the first time in ages, i think im becoming happy again. ive started to realize what i need and what i enjoy, and ive filtered out everything that hinders me and keeps me from success. its strange, walking by a reflective surface and seeing my own face smiling back at me. in fact, its outright fucked.....the worst part is i think i enjoy it. i dont need synthetic forms of happiness to help me cope, to breathe, or to face the world. i know this planet and those that reside on it are doomed...but meh, what do i care. im too busy enjoying the damning of mine own soul to give a shit.

my past can only belong to what i was.