Hello, Officer.

Dec 18, 2007 23:24

    These broken words pour out in beautiful sentences. The truth is, I'm confused. The truth is, I'm horribly hurt. It's taken till this very moment to see the distance between you and I. This very gap is what I see when I look into your eyes. You're not the girl that I was so fond of. Sorry, but I've lost my best friend. You've "grown up", you've "matured". And I hate it. When I look back, I miss the laughs we used to have and the simplicity of it all. You don't care about me or what is going on in my life any longer. But the pretty boy whose got your heart in his hands seems to have your wrapped up very nicely. But like I told you, boys will take your heart and make it theirs. He's made yours his, and he left no place for me. My partner in crime has become a police officer. Our games aren't cute and this canyon between us is growing.
    You promised we'd never separate, and we'd call each other when we left high school. Junior year and already we are drifting apart. Maybe I'm selfish. I miss when we'd talk for hours on end about nothing. We'd laugh and share stupid jokes about sex or whatever. Back before neither of us had experienced this form of corruption. You've had boys in your life before. But you've always had time for me.
    I just miss my best friend. And I hurt constantly that you don't see the pain in my eyes.
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