"he who smokes bitches"

[blindsynner]

For the past few weeks ive had a list of things a mile long that i had to do. Its like when you move to another house. you know that you have a lot of work to do but you can handle it. then once you have everything packed up and your moving things from one house to the other your whole life just dosent work for a few days. youve packed up most everything that you are. when your in the middle of a daunting task you lose motivation. your tired from working yet you have just as much work left to do. however when you pass up the middle, when you have more done than not. everything starts falling into place again. you start feeling more like yourself, the way you used to be. perhaps you even feel better than before, because you have a brand new house. thats the best way i can describe what my situation is/was like.

i have my pc back up and running so im sure you all will be hearing more from me. once i have my engine rebuild done i might even go out and do stuff. who knows.