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Warning: The first half of this entry is a rant about the derek and becky situation.. if you are involved in said situation its best for everyone if you just skip it. If you are in said situation please note that it is clearly marked where you may begin reading. Please scroll down.
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This whole situation with derek and becky is really pissing me off. Not to say im mad at any particular person, im just mad at the situation. i just dont like it how all of a sudden derek is the bad guy. its like all the girls got together and decided they dont like him now that jd is in the picture, which is shitty. but as we all know, shit does in fact happen... and life goes on. Sometimes i really wonder about a lot of people from chruch.. (not all mind you, im sure you know who you are.) it seems like they care about you because they want to be good people.. or they want people to think they are good people.. not because they in fact care about you. thats the main problem with many many christans. they are so prideful when it comes to thier reputation, oops i mean "testimony". heh... they are so adamant about "calling a spade a spade" but they insist on using words like testamony.... anyway, dont get me wrong im not knocking on all christans or anything like that.. but even most christans have to agree with me on this one. ...blah im ranting again, getting back on track here. when i think about it i dont know if becky is really right for derek anyway... she's done some "scantless" things to derek when it comes to other guys. it just seems like whenever some other guy comes around and expresses any interest in her she decides that its time for derek and her to *ahem* "take a break" from each other. *sigh* man i dont know, ive tried really hard not to take sides up to this point but i guess ive made myself clear about where i stand. enough about that situation, moving on...
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You may start reading beyond this point if you are in said situation.
For some reason ive been feeling very artistic lately. Not to say that im a good artist.. ive just been in the mood to create things. It seems nothing really satisfies my creative desires.. ive tried sewing, painting, writing, drawing, and now sculptures... of sorts.. but i just want to do more. i guess i can take some comfort in the fact that photography season is right around the corner. im sure that will keep me plenty busy.
Anyway i woke up crazy early and i have plenty to do.. so im going to get started.