Dec 02, 2004 22:26
Today was an okay day. I didnt wake up until 6:45, and so yeah. Steph came over and let me borrow a pair of her pants cause i left my good jeans at mellos, so yeah. Im taller than steph, so like her pants were kinda highwater-ish, but they werent. Im just used tall of my pants being like perfect, i dunno.
Anyways, Yesterday i baby sat megan and jenna. Steph came over also. Megans been being good, but Jenna has been fussy lately. My mom thinks its because she is constipated (TMI) , so i really dont know. I babysat today too, my sister gave me 10, and i already have 5 so im going to the John Reu concert! Yeah!
Eden went back to school today finally. I went with her to get her admit slip before we went to first block, and then we went to class and we were getting in right when the national anthem came on.. so Mr. Doll walked up and was like "go to the office, and get a tardy pass"... DUH!!.. But yeah, we went to Mrs. Blair and she knew we were late getting to class so she told us to take a pass and didnt write us down.. that was nice.
I saw switchfoot last night. They were so awesome. It made me sad that i wasnt there! At the last switchfoot show i went to, i was talking to this girl.. and then i saw her on Hard Rock Live in the front row, and i thought she looked really familiar.. but then i figured out, it was her. I taped the show, thats a good thing too cause im going to be watching it a lot. I also noticed, Jon was wearing the Noise Ratchet shirt that i was going to buy for school, Tim was using his old bass during the whole show, and Tim was wearing the shirt from the pool pictures they took when TBL came out.
Today in art, Eden, Jessica, and I were just talking about things, and telling Eden about how its kinda sad how she changed ever since shes been with Ryan. Then like Jessica was saying to Eden that she wanted to tell him off and stuff for how he acts like a baby, and Eden said that she should tell him how she feels. I didnt think she was actually going to do it. But after spanish, she walked up to him and was like "hey ryan, do you know what edens two favorite things to do are?".. and he pretty much said "i dont know", and then she was like "ooh but wait, nevermind, ever since shes been with you, she doesnt do those things anymore"...so then he got kinda quiete, and i just wanted to tell her to stop. Then she kept going on, and i wasnt there cause i went to go get steph. Well then we walk back, and she all of a sudden brought me in it, and was like "i think its stupid they way you act towards people"... and then she was like "especially Lindsey... when your not going to be around anymore, shes going to be the one there for eden", and ryan was getting really mad. He looked at me and he was like "you fucking hate me".. and i was like " I dont hate you, you hate me!".. and i was just like whatever and walked away. I didnt even do anything and he started yelling at me.
Well they ended up coming over my house, and i was in the kitchen and I wasnt talking to him cause of the way he acts. I went to see what they were doing, he was sitting in my salarium really quiete, and then i went back into the kitchen. A minute later, he walked in and was like "Linny, im sorry"...and gave me hug. I said "why are you doing that, you hate me so much", and he said something like "i love you linny".. so whatever. I heard him say "we need to talk", but i ignored it, and then he yelled it. So i walked into the living room, i dont remember the whole conversation, but he was saying something like "You used to always come over, and we used to all hang out together"... and I told him why i dont hang out with them anymore. But Eden told ryan that he needs to look at it from my point of view. We also told him about how we like to hang out just us sometimes, and then he said "i let you do that", and Eden told him no, and how he would call the whole night and be a baby cause he wasnt over there, and she said it made her feel bad like he felt like she didnt care about him, so it made our night together bad. I also told him how he keeps her from being close to her family and stuff.. even just as simple as doing her homework, and he said "i dont tell you not to!" and eden said "well you should be telling me i should, than not caring if i do it or not"...
The whole thing was pointless, but i guess i got to tell him finally how i felt. Before he went to go get his work permit, he came in and gave me a hug and said he was sorry for not seeing everything from my point of view and stuff. They came back over and hung out.. it was kinda like it used to be in a way...
Im getting the switchfoot christmas package for christmas. I really want to see the DvD. Im also going to get the new THL hoodie, its really cute.
Well im going to get off here so im out~