Nov 14, 2004 21:00
well this is the follow up to the outburst of teenage anger and such.i feel weird.i don't know.i am not angry anymore.i feel confused about life.its like i don't have control over it.and i don't have a stable relationship with anyone besides doug.and he doesn't tell me much.evreything seems to be at an all time high or a suck period.it's like i am talking to a phycitrist.I really wonder who ill be close with in 5 years.I hope it doesn't change all that much but who knows?ijust want to start over.Austin doesn't seem like such a bad place. I wouldn't have all the stress and weirdness.i am not going to think about it. I am sorry for calling you a liar.i don't thinik you are.i just got carried away again.I hope evreything goes well with you.i don't want to go to school tomorow.i think i can get out of it.goodbye
-hunter