Atonement
I had a little bit of a rough go today...You see, I'm trying to help out this one girl who's having some emotional problems (emotional abuse at home). But, on the day she was supposed to go and talk to somebody for help, I left without going with her (like I was supposed to). It was a really, really bad day for me...but that was no excuse. I tried to make amends with her today, but I still think she was hurt by me. But, I pledged to help her even if it kills me, and I intend to follow up on that. I won't break another bond of loyalty.
I've also got to figure out a way to talk to another girl. I said that, by the end of 2004, I would have my problems sorted out and we could date. Unfortunately, fate is not kind to me, and it didn't work out. I've been able to duck out of it for the most part (our schedules diverged at semester), but now the pressure is on. I've gotta figure out a way to explain this to her without hurting her too badly...and I royally suck at these kinds of things.
Then again, maybe this is a lesson in trusting other people...
It's a complicated situation, one that I'm going to have to figure out. I'd ask the audience for help, but since that consists of exactly one person...yeah...So, now I've got to figure out what the hell I'm going to do.
--Blind Seer
I've also got to figure out a way to talk to another girl. I said that, by the end of 2004, I would have my problems sorted out and we could date. Unfortunately, fate is not kind to me, and it didn't work out. I've been able to duck out of it for the most part (our schedules diverged at semester), but now the pressure is on. I've gotta figure out a way to explain this to her without hurting her too badly...and I royally suck at these kinds of things.
Then again, maybe this is a lesson in trusting other people...
It's a complicated situation, one that I'm going to have to figure out. I'd ask the audience for help, but since that consists of exactly one person...yeah...So, now I've got to figure out what the hell I'm going to do.
--Blind Seer