And it's been awhile since I can say that I wasn't addicted.

[blindpain]

"And it's been awhile,
Since I've gone and fucked
things up just like I always do."

This live journal shits pretty boring,
but right now i have nothing better to do.
things are begining to change,
i knew it couldn't stay how it was.
at least some of the change is good,
compared to everything being bad.

I hate how everyone has problems,
and how they say theres always worse.
I hate how people just can't understand things,
and how nothing can make sense at times,
and other times everything makes too much sense.
I hate how the best people can get stuck with the worst shit.
I guess I just can't make sense of any of my thoughts.
I wish I was able to explain myself,
or maybe just understand my feelings.

i can't wait until the 30th.

People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through.