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I am free-er now than I have ever been. No job, no credit card debt, full custody of my child. I work on my house and garden, I am planning a train trip to the east coast with absolutely no restriction on time. I doubt I will go back to science, and I don't need to. I don't know what I want to do and I like that feeling. This is how I want my life to be: no obligation except for those I choose, and those aren't obligations after all, they are filed under passions.
I spent a lot of years worrying about being let go and now I see the beauty of it...I'm so glad it happened.
No one owns me, no ex, no bank, no job, no family.
I hang out with people I choose,there is no room for guilt or passive aggressive behavior any more!
If I decide to stay away, too bad. If I decide to come around, enjoy or just go away, it's your choice. Don't fuck with the free, you will be disappointed.
Reading the NYT in bed for the first time in decades, relaxing in my garden in my jammies, going on a vigorous, sweaty bike ride. I'm back to my world today.
I was being smothered for two years, I kept moving--I would not give her up, it's all over now and I am very much the winner.
I spent a lot of years worrying about being let go and now I see the beauty of it...I'm so glad it happened.
No one owns me, no ex, no bank, no job, no family.
I hang out with people I choose,there is no room for guilt or passive aggressive behavior any more!
If I decide to stay away, too bad. If I decide to come around, enjoy or just go away, it's your choice. Don't fuck with the free, you will be disappointed.
Reading the NYT in bed for the first time in decades, relaxing in my garden in my jammies, going on a vigorous, sweaty bike ride. I'm back to my world today.
I was being smothered for two years, I kept moving--I would not give her up, it's all over now and I am very much the winner.