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Life, the final frontier...
Have you ever poundered why we are here? I have wondered this questions countless timess. Now I am a religous person, and I know that God has a pourpose for everyone. Have you ever wondered what it is? Have you ever sat in bed wondering why you woke up today? There was a time in my life where I thought about this every time I woke up, It felt like I was lost. Every day I woke up and did my dayly deeds, when the tasks of the day where over I would return to the only place where I found true happiness...sleep. That part of my life a long time and even to this day I randomly think about such things. What could cause someone to think of this... to wonder why they even breathed? I never was the most popular person but nor was I complete outcast. I had a very select group of friends but my acquaintances where vast. Look at your life and try and think of out of all the people you ever hang out with or went to school with... how many of them where "friends"? I tried my best to break the label put apon myself my freshman year, and i somewhat did. My group of friends was a little different as allmost everyone knew each other threw me. So you can say I did break the label of nobody in to a someone... but at the same time to the people who i was not friends with alas I was still unknown. I have looked back apon my life and metaly relived all the mistakes and all of the missed oppertumities... I am glad that they all happened. And by that I mean I have learned so much from those that I would not be who I am today if it was not for my ignorance earlyer in my life. If i had not been ripped of then i wouldn"t be so kin on reading all the details of papers i sign, If i had not been hurt then i would not know how to protect myself. For this is the way the real world is. My past experances have made it so i am not such a naive ignorant spoiled child. Some may think that i am a prick but countless others think i am the nicest person they every met. I have come to see that i am who i am. I am not some poser who tries to be cool, but i will do something because i enjoy it not because of other peoples thoughts.As I have thought about my life and its reson I keep coming to the same conclusion and that is that God will not let me know what my porpose is rather than just having me live a true life... to live it as much as i possably can, to the fullest.
this was the first draft of one of my comp 1 papers.. i think it might be a bit to dramatic thou
Have you ever poundered why we are here? I have wondered this questions countless timess. Now I am a religous person, and I know that God has a pourpose for everyone. Have you ever wondered what it is? Have you ever sat in bed wondering why you woke up today? There was a time in my life where I thought about this every time I woke up, It felt like I was lost. Every day I woke up and did my dayly deeds, when the tasks of the day where over I would return to the only place where I found true happiness...sleep. That part of my life a long time and even to this day I randomly think about such things. What could cause someone to think of this... to wonder why they even breathed? I never was the most popular person but nor was I complete outcast. I had a very select group of friends but my acquaintances where vast. Look at your life and try and think of out of all the people you ever hang out with or went to school with... how many of them where "friends"? I tried my best to break the label put apon myself my freshman year, and i somewhat did. My group of friends was a little different as allmost everyone knew each other threw me. So you can say I did break the label of nobody in to a someone... but at the same time to the people who i was not friends with alas I was still unknown. I have looked back apon my life and metaly relived all the mistakes and all of the missed oppertumities... I am glad that they all happened. And by that I mean I have learned so much from those that I would not be who I am today if it was not for my ignorance earlyer in my life. If i had not been ripped of then i wouldn"t be so kin on reading all the details of papers i sign, If i had not been hurt then i would not know how to protect myself. For this is the way the real world is. My past experances have made it so i am not such a naive ignorant spoiled child. Some may think that i am a prick but countless others think i am the nicest person they every met. I have come to see that i am who i am. I am not some poser who tries to be cool, but i will do something because i enjoy it not because of other peoples thoughts.As I have thought about my life and its reson I keep coming to the same conclusion and that is that God will not let me know what my porpose is rather than just having me live a true life... to live it as much as i possably can, to the fullest.
this was the first draft of one of my comp 1 papers.. i think it might be a bit to dramatic thou